MY TRASH

Monday, November 1, 2010

Hi, Rustys!

Guess what? I'm using my pnone to type this post today. It's a special post from me to you.

So how's your motor prac? And I am happy for you, for the things that you do. Never say that you're my ex, because we never did end our relationship. Sometimes, I really think that what we have is really special, and it'd continue for the rest of our lives. Remember about the movie 2012 together? I'm scared that it really does happen. So let's ask each other this question again, where will you be when it's your last day on Earth? I guesss your answer is probably to be with your family, because of our commitment to them as their children. What if we're caught unwarned?

Maybe i'm being paranoid, having some hysteria going on because after watching the movie again. You know how I always wanted to be a environmentalist, to help out on what I can right? Well... Somehow in my mind, a lot of what the scientists make sense about their stand about the end of the world. But well, Clive and I argued out, he does have his point. But i'm a believer, and yet... I still want to have a future with you. Well, are you a believer? And, I feel the heart aches you felt when you watched the movie. I know we talked about it before, and here it is again. This is definitely something to look out for after 21 December 2012. I love you with my mind, my soul and my heart.

And my friend from class saw you on bus 29 on Saturday.

I know you're a busy man, but canyou somehow get a day free for me? I want to invite you again for the curves's thingy thingthing.

P.S. Take good care

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Saturday, October 30, 2010

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I met you today. For around 15 minutes. Hahahah. And I hope those vans of yours are clean to you, because I washed them hard a few months ago and after that, you said something quite nasty to me over msn, if you recall. D:

Erm well, I'm still a bit disturbed by what you told me, but I guess it's fine because we really have no idea what's gonna happen in the future. But it's still in the matter of believing it. And I do believe we stand a future together several years down the row. (:

Take care and good luck for your motor prac test!

You owe me a ride all over Singapore on my birthday next year. Hahahaha.

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Thursday, October 28, 2010

It's been exactly a month since the previous post. NICE!

A lot of stuff has happened in that month itself.

It's nice knowing you for a year. Haahahaha.

And I'm sorry that I made the decision to be with Fitri, even though I feel it straight in my heart that you yelled 'NO!'

But deep down, you do know who's inside my heart, right?

It's so amazing to know that a instant hookup with a guy like you and a girl like me can last till this long. Seriously, I miss you beyond my dictionary of words AND I know it's early to say this, and I've said it before, but I see you as the father of my kids. I can't quite exactly find a guy like you anymore.

Thank you for watching movies with me.

Thank you for standing my nonsense.

Thank you for appreciating me.

Thank you for understanding.

Thank you for making me cry.

Thank you for making me laugh.

Thank you for making me smile.

Thank you for spending money on me.

Thank you for spending your time to meet me.

Thank you for fetching me from school on that rainy day with your jacket.

Thank you for borrowing me money.

Thank you for accompanying me to get my first aid certificate.

Thank you for borrowing me your awesomest Adiddas jackets.

Thank you for motivating me to study again.

Thank you for being happy on your birthday, I'd never forget that moment.

Thank you for bonding with my friends.

Thank you for visiting this useless site.

Thank you for your willingness to let me date other guys (even though I won't like it)

Thank you for your love.

Thank you so much.

I really wanna be with you in the future, and have a future together be in poor or rich. Because, you took my heart away when I was just only 15. I'm even getting teary eyed typing this. I still keep your picture in my wallet wherever I go along with your dogtag. And honestly, I'm getting more complicated myself...

P.S. 'Can I ask something that might be dumb?'
'What?' *smiles*
'Where have you been all my life?'
JENGJENGJENG!!

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Monday, September 27, 2010

UMMMMM.. Since 'N' levels is just next week (Oct 4th), I have to study... Sooo.. I'd only post whenever I feel like it. :D

So umm.. Thanks for sending me home today, without you I'd be drenched and soaked. I had fun crossing the road with you. Hahahahahaha. Lucky you do live close to me. Thanks, Rusty. (:

I need to save money, and lots of it. I have many creditors. ~.~

Wish me luck!

P.S. I'm not done with you yet.. (YES, YOU! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!)

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Saturday, September 25, 2010

R.I.P. Grumpy. I'd never forget you and I'd never forget who caused me so much pain. I wanted a grumpy bear, but you're gone now. )': Clive is a big fat nerd.

TODAYYY!!! I like the weather today. (: I woke up with a surprise, the dishes since last night wasn't done. Zzz. He is sure as lazy as Brutus the bear from the National Geographic channel. I head to Orchard today. I thought we're all gonna watch a movie. But LOL! Today was fine. After hanging around in Forever 21 for 10 minutes, I've got great idea for my prom and now, with the prices in my mind, it's a big headache. But I can borrow it from friends, right? O.O I'M GOING TO PROM, SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!! WATCH OUT, BITCH.

I saw quite a number of shops selling Doc Marts. I pretty much have a idea of what I wanna get now. A simple black one with white laces for F-R-E-E-D-O-M! I tried on a sidezip today, it feels comfortable and it does keep me warm! AHAHAHAH! But it costs a bomb. Zzz.

After getting back home, the dishes still isn't done. Well, it's a task for me now! And yeahhh.........

Dear GRRRRR

HI! I still wanna have KFC! And, and, and you look like a Singaporean, just somehow not much of a malay guy looking. :OOO And can you buy me a Grumpy Bear, please? That's all I ask. ):

P.S. R.I.P. Grumpy.

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Friday, September 24, 2010

Here it goes, another day has passed again.

Class was fine, especially without somebody in class today. I noticed that I've slept for a straight 5 school days in class, at least for 30 mins per school day. LOL. I had something 'special' today during recess, and I don't think there's any difference with a concicious Heather and a under influnenced Heather. :D

After class while waiting for Kang Lin, I bumped into Khalis and well... For old time's sake. :) He's doing goooooooooooood with Ili, I'm happy for him. :D And well, I went off to the gym with Kang Lin and well, I bumped into YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! on the way. Hehehehehheheehehehehehee. :)))) As short as ever. I wonder what special occassion it was today, a whole lot of Pasir Ris sec people were there in the gym, especially the lower secondary guys. WTH?!?!?! Pak Keng and Samuel were there too, it's been awhile since I saw them. I'm pretty sure I wasn't too hard to spot with a bright yellow shirt. ~.~ As we left, Jared came. LOL. Kang Lin and I then head down to the pool to watch Rayen, Rong Yun and Jerry. WOOOOOOOOOO!

Chubby is a nicer word for fat. And she pretty much forked out a dollar, 50 cents for both of us to enter the swimming complex, just to make fun of them. Hahahahahaha. Worthwhile, I guess.. And OMG! THE CHICKEN FROM THAT STALL IN THE SWIMMING COMPLEX IS GOD DAMNED DELICIOUS! NO BONE IN THE CHICKEN SOMEMORE! WAHLAOOOOOOOO! DAMN SHIOK! Shiok until have to steal money from Rayen... ~.~

Dr Cash $4
Cr Creditor - Rayen $4

The U.K. banadana costs $3 only!!!!!!!

Dear B.A.S.T.A.R.D

I'm shocked you got 'it'. Damn your classmate. Please rest more on yourself to prevent fatigue. Fatigue isn't great, you know.. Well, it is related to 'it'. LOL, 'it'. Btw, can we go swimming together sometime? PLEAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!?! And, and, and can you have KFC with me again?!?!?!? PLEASE? ):

P.S. Prom or no prom? $35..

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Thursday, September 23, 2010

MUSIC IS EVERYTHING.

Gene Simmons is a great father, he could have died early, but he's 61 already. And irony here is, KISS's lead singer is Starry Eyed.. HAHAHAHA!

Ever wonder how juicy a sandwich can be? In between the sandwich is the meat, cheese, vegetables. My stomach is growling while I'm typing this. I miss subway. ): WELL! My main point is, Alfian and I got sandwiched. Apparently, I'm the meat and he's the lettuce. Del wanted to pull Farah in, so that makes her the cheese. And Del and her are the bread. Get my story? (:

Big Gulp in the morning is a bad idea.

I hate seeing that bitch's face, hope your eyes get blind by that contact lens.

I like sleeping in class with the air entering my stomach.

Finally had a class photo. :D

Dear nimirsar,

I miss takopachi. ): Can treat me some? (:

P.S. Grumpy bear

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