MY TRASH

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Monday
I had a really rough day. I was stuck with my thoughts about the results and my buddy that I got assigned to when I was primary 5 called me. She wanted to meet me at Tampines Mart. When I heard her voice, it seems to me like nothing matters anymore. I rushed down to meet her but I reached at around 4.10. While I was in the bus, I nearly fell? Why? Andrew called to ask about the song sheet stuff. Nearly fell, but I didn't. Haha. Then, I saw Luke walking home, Nora board the bus from her school area too. When I finally reached, I was thinking, sooo... Does she still look the same with petite size and the plaits? Haha. Well, I saw a girl who really looked like her walked passed me and I decided to ''follow'' her. Not in a stalker way, but in a way to find out if she's Ineza or not. It turns out to be her and it really does feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good to see her after 3 years. 3 whole years. Whoaa.. I miss her so much. I love her. She's so precious. She still has her sweet tooth too. Haha. After my late lunch with her, she brought out her Mathematics assessment book. Whoaaa, I lost touch on those primary school problem sums. I used to get scolded by my teacher about it. It was rather harsh, but yeah, I am who I am today. The answer was 60. The answer didn't came out from me and it was from my boyfriend and my friend, Edwina. After everything, we were expecting bus 28. I decided to send her off to her tuition place and we took a less-than-a-minute picture. Haha. When I was in the bus, I was horrified. I didn't have money to go home at all!!! AHHHH!! Out of coins and notes, my ez link card didn't have any value at all. So yeah, her tuition place was at street 45 and I had to walk back home. Guess how long it took? 30 minutes. I passed by Dunman Secondary, the block I used to stay for a year, Tampines North Primary, East View Secondary. Fwahhhh.. But it's okay, great workout, I guess... Anything for her, but I'm worried that she might be prone to strangers. I really do hope to spend more time with her. But I have my schedule fully packed all the way till Friday. Sighhh.. Ineza is just soooooo precious. Dear Ineza, if you're reading this, I wanna let you know that you're so precious to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope to see you again soon, and I'll really find time for you. Love ya.. :D

Today
Whoaaaaaa... I'm damn pissed with Mr Chai today. I don't wanna talk about it and my dad said that just do what I think is right, as he can't force people to run. It's my 3rd attempt and I failed again. My dad told me to be careful and he said that he really is a weird teacher. Why, you'd ask? After running 2.4 kilometres, your legs would feel rather weak and is he gonna pay for our medical bills if we have an accident? And he expects us to clear our standing broad jump. Sometimes I feel like saying it in his face, I just can't jump, don't you get it? And he asked me if I owned the school, question is Mr Chai, do YOU own the school? Well, I think that all the students own the school, we paid good school fees for the school to keep it running. But we don't pay our school fees for Mr Chai's ridiculous lessons. The ''talking back'' thing is getting into me again, and I made him mad, I guess. We're even now. Yeah, so what if I gave you lame excuses? It's to you that it's lame, but it's a genuine one. If you don't believe it, there's nothing I can do to make you believe. Dumb teacher. My knees were killing me after the run, and you still want me to jump? You gotta be nuts. Stupid teacher... I hope you leave the school.

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