MY TRASH

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I've been thinking all day long. I've finally thought it all through. I know what caused my rage and Irfan's. It's really dumb. Well, I didn't take up his suggestions because I find that it's so restricted. It's like, either it's today or not at all. Don't you find it restricted? I hope I don't choke him halfway. I also hope that I don't have my debating face switched on. It's my fierce face, actually. I hope they can really knock, no. Drill some sense and wake him up tomorrow. It's about time.

I received the one last attachment after 5 days after the deadline. He's really an idiot. Hahaha. It's him, what can you expect?

I have a lot things to worry for this week. I have to worry about homework and Mr Chai's stinkin' PE lesson. Like what I told Shahrul today, I might always seem happy and laughing at lame stuff, but I'm always troubled. I would also like to say that he really reminds me of Shahril. I don't know how Shahril is right now, after that day, we didn't contact anymore. It's rather sad, and I think he's avoiding me too. Maybe I should turn to Iqbal for help. Well, whenever I look at Shahrul, he'll remind me of Shahril. Though they're of different heights, Shahrul still reminds me of Shahril. Good memories.. Haha. I like it that way, I guess. But it's better to have friend than a foe, right?

My mom's gone away for a whole day. She's off see my grandfather. And after that, she has a family meeting. My dad and I wanted to go, but we were asked to stay at home by my aunt. My grandfather's health is really going down. These few days, I've been wondering, how old will I die? How old will my parents pass away? How old will YOU pass away? It's rather sad, and all I hope for this year is for him to pass his 89th birthday in November. That's all.

After so many problems, matters, incidents and things that will affect my life, I'm beginning to think a lot. Well, like what my cousin-in-law Mike said, ''Persevere in what you do, it'll help a lot. Every subject, topic links with each other in the real world.'' I really like him a lot, he's a 45 year old Englishman. I remembered how we talked about the environment while standing drinking Coke with Vodka. He's a really nice guy and I learnt a lot from him. I must say, he was the one who made me think, yes, I wanna be an environmentalist. That's what I should do when I'm older. But, I have other dreams of course. He told me how he was when he was a boy and about his sister. He reminds me of Johnny Rotten from the Sex Pistols. Haha. But of course, the oral hygiene is way better (Johnny Rotten got his name from having bad oral hygiene). I'm loved to hear his childhood stories. It's great to hear that his sister has a fauxhawk. It's so darn cool. Hohoho, I hope I get to meet him soon.

Well, my Sunday ends with thoughts. That's all, I guess...

Thanks, Shahrul!

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