Monday, November 30, 2009
I'm back from Vietnam. I've been there for about 6 days. I enjoyed the trip and when we were at the village, it really feels awesome to be there because of the villagers. I still remember their faces and their smiles, it lingers in my mind. Almost all the villagers came to say goodbye. From what Colin said, we're the first foreigners to visit their village and make a change in their lives. I captured some really great moments of the people there, young and old. You can see it in their faces that they have real smiles, and they don't fake it. They're also very happy with their lives. Though they may come from a village, but they're no country bumpkins. Some children can speak very fluent English. I was very touched by their friendliness and how much appreciation they show to us and how outspoken they are. My curve group and I talked about it, I definitely must go back there again in my life. At least once more. I feel a great sense of accomplishment after the trip.
The only price I had to pay was leaving my love for a week. That's the price to pay, and it certainly doesn't feel good. I miss him way too much for the trip. Well, I'm back now and I was really happy (what's the word for excited, overjoyed and high?) when I knew he was in terminal 2 waiting for me. It really made me feel happy because I thought of going to him instead. I love him so much... I really, really wasn't myself for the trip. So yeah, all the curves! Listen to this, I love my boyfriend, and I just disturb my darling Isabelle for fun. Her reactions are so classic. Hahahaa.
AND I WANT TO SHOUT THIS TO THE WHOLE WORLD, I LOVE RASRIMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, November 23, 2009
I know, I know... I have to go...
I'm sorry. I was away on camp and now, I'm gonna be away to Vietnam. If I knew you earlier, I would have withdraw from the trip. And hey, like waht we said. It's gonna be like only a week. No biggie. But well, it is to me because for the whole camp, my heart is shouting your name and I vented it out during the mock campfire and campfire. I hugged your class T shirt to sleep, and I'm sorry, it got wet because of the rain. Whenever I blink or close my eyes to sleep, I see you in my heart. I might look happy and all for the camp, but truth is, I am happy. Once I'm happy, time flies for me. I tire myself out so that time flies. I love you so much lahhhhhhh...
I'm sorry once again because of my parents. But I will definitely, definitely meet you tomorrow morning. I have to. I'm gonna be so lovesick, if I can survive my camp (since it's called Survival Training Camp), I definitely can survive this. So yeah... On the positive side, it's 6 or 7 days only, no biggie. Time will fly. I just have to keep happy because, I know once November is over, I can see you once again. On the negative side, I won't see you, talk to you, msn with you, facebook with you, sms you for 6 or 7 days. I will definitely call you when I'm in Singapore, so you better pick up. If not you'll get it from me.. >:)
Let me end here, I love you my dear, Rasrimin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take good, good, good, good care of yourself. And don't disturb Hafi!!
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
As I was about to meet Shanur today for the project stuff, it rained. So I decided to went back home to grab a umbrella, pass to him the stuff and go back home to place the umbrella. As you know, I don't hold umbrellas. When I went back home, the umbrella suddenly twisted inwards and I heard some laughters. Damn.. so ps. I went to take bus 27 to the airport. I was suppose to meet Jia Hui and Joey at 1.30pm, but I was late for about an hour. I went to have lunch with them and we walked around. I got a new pair of green socks too! Heh.. My socks was wet mah.. I went to take the train at about 4.20, I went to the toilet mah.. Thankfully, I wasn't late to collect my first aid certificate!
Once I collected it, we went around walking. Walking around. Had dinner at KFC, for the first time, I had a large Pepsi. Nice... That was just more than enough. So we went back and the train was god damned packed with people. When we reached Tampines, he bought a ulcer medicine and I bought his mom-in-law her dinner at Popeye's.
Now that I'm back home, I realized... I still have a large mash potato! WTH!!
Okay, okay... I don't wanna type any further. I have yet to pack my bag and get my Vietnam trip stuff ready. WTH!!!!
Dear Rasrimin,
I love you. When I get to Ubin and sing those songs, it's so gonna remind me of you. So I guess, I'll be sniffing your shirt and hugging it to sleep. This is gonna be fast, but what about my Vietnam trip? It's 6 days. Dang... I'm gonna miss you so much. I hope you hear what I say through our 'conversations'. Hahahha... Most importantly, take good care of yourself!
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I went to the campcraft meeting today, and it turns out that I'm in flagstaff. But later on, I got dropped into gadget. Wth... It was okay, I guess. To me, it's simple. All I have to do is to practice the lashings. And I want to be in flagstaff, it's more fun. Hahahahaa.. And we had to introduce ourselves. Wth, I think we know each other and which squad we're clearly from. Hahahaha, when it was my turn, I stoned for awhile. I had many 'hobbies' and I don't know which one to say. xP When it was squad 2's turn, they had to answered who would you wanna be stuck in a island with. If they ask me this, I'll definitely shout, 'I wanna be stuck on a island with a guy and his name is hanging around my neck!'
I went back home, and I was kinda late for song leader training. I was carrying 27 shirts, and it's heavy! Lucky, I got help when I was at the school gate. Thanks, Fahdli and Rico! We went through the mock campfire and actual campfire run. I think the 3 of us are getting more better than this. And when we sing 'Pearly Shells/ Hurry Hurry Home Love', it reminds me of somebody. When I sing the verses, 'When I see you, my heart tells me I LOVE YOU more than those pearly shells...!' 'Hurry hurry home love, hurry home to me', 'I know, I know... You have to go', 'I miss you SO'. I always emphasize on these and I meant every word of it to my love. And all the songleaders are high today, I'm glad to see that. They're more lively. I hope they're gonna be like this during the mock campfire and campfire night. I'm so gonna love it. GO AREA 9!!!
It was raining heavily and I didn't take the bus or what, I just took off with the others in YOUR red jacket. I went to change up and I think I look really weird in that. But well, you liked it. What to do... I went to Starbucks and I met Hariz's sister for the first time and her friends. I found out she had some same interest as me. And I mean those sorta weird interests like looking at some people. Hahahah, I enjoyed my time at Starbucks with them. We went off to Popeye's after that to get dinner. And yeah, pretty soon we went back home.
I knew all along it was going to be a month, and I was in a way, quite happy that it's the day before my camp. Hahaha. Soooo.. I guess your coach is gonna bring you to the red cross training center tomorrow along Penang Lane. Not bad, not bad. Your coach is going to receive a certificate. Your coach and you are gonna have a great time tomorrow in Dhouby Ghaut, I guess. Hahahaha...
Take good care of my MP3 and actually, I wanted to add more songs. My mom got me the Coldplay CD mahh... You're gonna have both of my MP3 when I'm away on camp, I guess. I'll also write, to replace my blog post, so you're not gonna chase after me for it!! Muahahahaha!!!
P.S. ARE YOU STILL WITH US, AREA 9?! THEN ECHO AFTER ME! When you get to heaven.... I love that song! xD
But of course, I love you more than you love me! I just love you more than you do! When I see you, my heart tells me I love you, more than those... little pearly shells... :D
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Today is really very unexpected. I was in school for quite along while. So, I began my day sleeping at 3 in morning and waking up at 7.30. I went off to meet him as usual and this time I was fast, I guess. I went off to school and I was a little late. We went off to proceed to the mother tongue room and we had a little bit of a more discussion again for the individual group projects.
I was pissed today because the teachers are really weird. They asked you to report at 0830. Then, you'll have a break from about 12 to 3. Wth... And 5 - 5.30 (If I remembered correctly)
During the break, I can't believe I walked to interchange and came back in about less than 20 minutes. When I was back in the room, Mr Lee said, 'Be sorry and not say sorry.' Well, I am sorry that I'm late, but if I don't meet him, who would settle the first aid stuff? That's what Asyraf and me argued about. Shanur and I are paired up together for the project. And Shermin actually mistakened me for Cassandra and Cassandra for me. I remembered when we were back in primary school, Mdm Latifa mistook us too. LOL and pretty soon, Danial and the others started to like call Cassandra, Heather. Wth... Hahahaha...
The vendor for the trip also briefed us and finally we got more details. I got pestered by my parents to ask about the flight details. Departure time on the 24th would be at 1005, but we have to report at 0730, terminal 3. I would probably say arrive at Vietnam, Hanoi at 1230. On Nov 30th, depature time for Hanoi is 1330 and arrival time back in Singapore is at 1755. I'm so gonna be love sick. Sigh.... But I believe that time there would pass very fast because we're gonna 'waste' a lot of time on travelling.
There's campcraft competition meeting tomorrow. Wth, always last minute. I hereby say that I have no interests in campcraft and I have to join due to the lack of number of girls. What a pain... And I have to carry 27 shirts to school after that for the songleader training. So far, I passed to Syafiqah her shirt and Dickson's.
And my dear, I'm so gonna wipe out more of your sweat in future. I don't know why, but after I went back to school and you went home, I miss wiping it. Hahahaha. Next time, I know how to wipe it lerh, thanks ah! And you are so lucky to wear my new jacket, I worn it twice only. Hahahaha. My shoulder is about to snap again.. AHHHHH!!!!! It's waiting for your massage. Before I forget, remember to have the pills when your stomachache is back. It'll help, I think. Just try, if you don't, you'll never know if it helps.
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Monday, November 16, 2009
Today was a brief day. I went back to school for the Vietnam trip discussion and I had some 'homework' about it now. But I think it'll be done in around 10 minutes? Wen Jun shall represent us tomorrow for the presentation to the teachers. Hahahahaa, he like sabo himself when he suggested the idea of drawing lots.
I reached home at about 12+ and after I changed up, I had to take the bus soon, Ineza's finishing school at 1330. I was a little late. We had lunch and we walked around Tampines Mart for awhile. I bought some pens and I bought a ankle guard for my mom; she's been having some problems walking and she complains about her ankle. It costed me 24 bucks but well, worth it. It's for my mom. And in return she bought a CD from HMV. Heh heh heh... She went to the Heeren with her friend I saw the other day. I went to Ineza's house and I saw her dog for the first time. I admit okay, I panicked when I saw her dog and I kinda told it to go away. But well, I looked at her, she looks sad. (Ineza's dog is a female.) I can feel her rib cage when I touch her, it's sorta freaky. Well, I did some primary school Maths questions and whoaaaa, I remembered those days where I complained about it. We eventually went to the bus stop, she took 28 and I took 291.
It was say about 5pm when I met him. Whenever I meet him, I know that it's not enough but deep down, I know that it's just nice, not too long, not too short. I know he has to work and his life basically revolves around work and school. But to me, what matters lie in between and around it. Honestly, I can't stand it when I don't meet him for a day or so. But I can control this because I always know that soon enough, I get to see him. I am always missing him actually. Now that there's 4 days left to STC, I wanna grab all the chance I can get to meet him, even if it's just for a minute. I love u lahhhhhh... Like duhhhhhhh....
I feel like superwoman today after carrying 30 shirts from Tampines MRT station back to my house.
P.S. I have two dogtag necklaces with the names 'Rasrimin' and 'Heather'!
The song leader shirt is gorgeous!
And of course, it's been awhile... I love you!
And why do I feel so sian........ SIANNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
Whoaaaaaaaaa... I wanna get this over with. I'm so used to blogging everyday because of you and I'm rather tired. I just wanna submit this piece to you. Wondered what I was up to after you board the bus this morning? I went back home, I had the burger and after reading the papers, I fell asleep. I only woke up at about noon and my parents went out of the house. I looked for my mom over at century square and Jana was on her way. I met her near Cheers and I find it quite retarded to sit and watch people walk pass you. Well after about 10 minutes, I met her and well, I went over to my mom again. When my mom called my dad, somebody shouted my name and when I looked up, it's the usual trio and the girl.
I had lunch at Ramen Ten. I went to Royal Sporting House, Cotton On, Giordano, Uni Qlo with my mom. And I spent quite a large sum of money. But I think it's worth it.
As I'm typing this, both my parents are coughing and I think it'll be my turn soon. I'm having quite a bit of a headache too. After reaching home, I went to meet my friend to lepak and we talked, had dinner.
And all this while, I miss you so. Your face just keeps appearing in my mind. Dang... My mom is also threatening me to return to you your jacket. But she don't know that I have your red one. I hope you don't fall sick with my jacket and that you're feeling way better now.
My dad talked to me earlier on, and sometimes what he says really make me feel so pissed off. For example, this is what he said: 'you're just agreeing with whatever I say'. I can't go against him, there's lots of pointers abotu what he said that isn't true. I have to agree with him, if not we'll have a cold war, which I hate it a lot.
So yeah... I sorta packed my cupboard and as you can see the other day when you were here, it's a total mess. I don't know how to end this for the first time.
P.S. I'm rather tired and I don't know why I'm still awake and typing this at 2 in the morning.
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Friday, November 13, 2009
I had to go to school today, Mr Chai wants to see the Vietnam trip people. I was a little late to meet shidah today, but well I wasn't too late. In school, we got divided into 3 different groups with about 10 people to a group. My group's group 2 and we're in charged of teaching the Vietnamese students simple English and Maths. The teachers also announced the buddy system, so my buddy for the trip is Effa. Well expected actually. We knew more about what to pack today and shortly after, we discussed about the programme we're gonna have for the children. Mr Lim said it's the highlight of everything for what our group is doing. He wanted to see his NPCC cadets for awhile and he said we have to focus our energy for our trip and not STC. But I have to focus on STC, I'm the emcee for the campfire night. He gave me a hi-5 after I told him I was a qualified first aider. Heh heh heh. But I have yet to collect my certificate from the red cross training center and maybe I'll do so on Monday, just before STC.
I was wondering how many times a day do I open the door to step out of the house. For today, it was 4 times. It should be about 3 times per day on average. That's a lot more than usual. I met dearly beloved, Qian Ying, Shu Xian, June and Wei Hong today. Nice, eh? I met Qian Ying because she wanted to pass me some money for something, Shu Xian, June and Wei Hong because Shu Xian finally collected her contact lens after about 2 months. And I must say, June looks hot. ^^ After we 'left' Shu Xian and June, we went to 'gazebo' in between 401 and the poly clinic to talk. We talked about the old days and stuff. I went home and my dad was already at home. He had his 'I don't wanna talk to you about what I'm unhappy with' face on. So mom and I talked about tomorrow. I'm gonna meet Jana and Hasanah of Junyuan Secondary tomorrow at noon for their shirt money and I'm gonna look for my mom at Century Square. She wants to go to Heeren. She'll be heading to Billabong to talk to her ex supervisor and I'll be heading to HMV. I have to look for 4 items tomorrow. I'm so gonna get a headphone again, my earpiece is damaged.
It seems like I'm gonna be out of the house for a quite awhile till Tuesday. Since the supplier can't give us the stock on Sunday, I'll have to go on Monday to Beach Road after 1830. So this is how it goes...
Saturday: I'm gonna meet CI Yongsheng to return his money for the deposit for the shirts, meeting Qian Ying.
Sunday: My parents wanna go out... -.-
Monday: 0900 in school canteen for further discussion, 1830 to Beach Road for the shirts. How the hell am I gonna carry 28 shirts?!
I wonder when I can get my first aid certificate, I look so forward to it. And it seems like everybody has some pain in their stomach...
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
It was only at about 8 plus and my phone had a sms. So we're gonna have our national heritage test before our STC next Friday. Nice one. I went to Pasir Ris today because the Ngee Ann Secondary songleaders can't make it for today's training and well, I made special arrangements for Farhana. While I was at home, Syarr texted me and I went off to look for her after getting the money for Farhana. She was waiting for Del and well, I didn't want to make my trip to Pasir Ris wasted, so I went to White Sands mall for her. As what I predicted, she gave me a kiss on the cheek. Heh heh heh. I love her. We talked in KFC and well, soon after, Del came and I went off back to Tampines.
On the journey back home, it started to drizzle and I practically ran home to close the windows. I made it back on time. Hahaha. So ya, CI Andrew's email came and I print the emcee scripts. But well, I wanted to print it on both sides but I don't know how to do it with my dad's printer and I gave up after having 5 sheets being printed wrongly. It was due to time constrain. Haha. I changed up soon after and I was listening/ watching Green Day on the TV hoping to learn one thing or two as how you handle the audience. I changed up and soon after, I went to school with his fatpipe.
While walking, CI Yongsheng called and told me to fetch the Teck Whye Secondary songleaders and there was this guy with him and I think he's the teacher officer. And guess what the teacher officer asked me, 'are u the CI?' Heh heh heh. Well, of course not! I'm wearing a school skirt. Wth. I settled the money matters and there's still some people who still has outstanding payment. I really hope it doesn't cock up when I go to Beach Road on Sunday. As usual, Rico, Sharifah and me went through everything and we thought the Teck Whye Secondary songleaders the songs that they don't know and they're fast learners. Hahaha. So on the campfire night, we have to address them as Area 9 and 20. Kinda long, but what to do...
The songleader session ended way earlier that I expected and I went home to get Pearlyn's friend stuff. Sigh, but thanks to her, I didn't waste my time ah. Haha. I met her at the Tampines MRT station and it turns out somebody was in Tampines earlier that expected. I counted the money with him for about 20 minutes at Century Square before knowing everything tallied. Wth. I hate these money, money situations. Messy.
So I had Popeye's Chicken for dinner and I bumped into Haziq and Suhaila. In the end, they found their seats and they didn't joined us. But instead, his secondary school pal and his girlfriend joined us for dinner. We talked about somebody and it turns out to be kinda true but well, I can't say anything about him. But it's just that the guy we talked about is very infamous back in their secondary school days. After dinner, we went down that's when I saw CI Yongsheng. We walked one round before going down the escalator.
And let's see... Our hearts took us to Tako Pachi today. Haha. We went in to Watson's for awhile and it turns out that there's no prickly heat powder, kns. The first aid kit's list is just half done. It'll be done soon. My money is going to run out soon, again. Sigh...
I really can't force you to see a doctor because it's your own body. And I gotta admit, I'm pissed. Pissed because I wanted to send you home, but you don't want. I don't want you to faint halfway or what. But well, at least you made it back home properly. Putting vicks might really help you, but it doesn't help you fully. I just hope that it gets better and not worst. I'm just worried lah. Zzz. And well since you say you don't wanna show any reaction or say it's pain, I still can tell that you're in pain by your body. The signs are; slouching forward, holding your stomach with your hands, sweat on your forehead (still can see though your fringe is covering your forehead), and refusing to eat. Of course, there's many more signs but these are just the common ones.
P.S. TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF, because I'm gonna be away on Nov 20th, Friday.
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The only thing to look forward today was the song leader session. I got myself ready at about 1pm. I remembered I was watching Spongebob and I had to go out of the house at 2.30pm. I fell asleep at around 10 minutes before. Hahaha. Wth. I went out and it was raining. I wore his jacket but it seem kinda retarded because there's no hood. But well, at least it's the owner's jacket that counts.
I went to school and Rico wasn't there yet. I saw Zuhri and Shahrizal's and Shahrizal got sorta turned away by the security guard. My school has this dumb rule that no students should wear slippers walking around in the school. Wth, they don't know the convience of it. Well, we got over to NPCC room first while Shahrizal went home to change up. We did some admin stuff like the shirt money and the hand prints. Some nice substance from the purple paint tube landed on Rico's palm and I still wonder what it is. Hahahaha, and apparently, CI Andrew got excited about it. Hahaha. I went down shortly after for Shahrizal and when I went back up after 15 minutes or so, I went back down for the Unity Secondary guy, Haikal. No wonder I was sweating like a pig. Haha. So we went through the mock campfire and the actual campfire. It's really tough to engage with the campers actually. But it will really work when you see every camper singing back to you with them smiling. Once the campers sing it back, this is the best gift you can get for being the host. I still can't catch up with the later part of 'peace by the river' though. Sigh... I hope the campfire night would really run smoothly and the campers would really cooperate with us. We wrapped up soon after and Putri and I took flight to meet our boyfriends. Hahaha, they turned out to be near each other and I mistaken her boyfriend for Rasty. Sorry, honey!
Yeah, after meeting him, we went to buy the first aid stuff which I'm suppose to buy for the first aid kit. Along the way we bumped into Sharifah, Yu Xian, Khaliesah and CI Andrew. Kinda ps, but well they know each other in a way. Hahaha. We went to Watson's first but later I remembered what CI Steven said, the best place to get first aid stuff is Guardian, not Watson's. Damn it! True enough, I managed to grab a lot of stuff from Guardian. Hahahaha. I got only about half of the list and it already costs $30++
We got my dinner at KFC and we went home. After my shower and dinner he called and he gotta go Shop and Save. So yeah, definitely I went to meet him and I sent him back home today! Ahahahaha! How sweet of me. I got his red Addidas jacket now. I've got two of it. xD
Area 9, echo after me! When you get to Ubin... Blahblahblah. I'm beginning to love that song.
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I hate it when people likes to judge others. I am writing this darn post to make a clear stand that not all ITE guys are hooligans. Students from ITE are humans as well and I just can't understand why are there still people who look down on them. Some graduates from ITE earn more than other tertiary education graduates. ITE can represent Its The End, but it's a matter of their choice whether if they want it to end. Many of us criticize ITE students a lot, but are we better than them? Nobody's perfect and we can't live up to other's expectations except for your own. I don't understand why there are still some dumb people around who judge students from ITE and thinks that they're some smarty ass who thinks they make their parents proud? So what if they excel in studies? What about their stinkin' attitude? I know some guys from ITE personally myself, and I must say, they're well respected guys. I met this guy who added me in facebook and then in msn. He asked where my boyfriend was from and pretty soon, he criticized ITE people.
Dude, screw you. Are you in position to judge ITE students? Are you better off than them? So what if you're in a polytechnic? That doesn't give you the darn right to criticize ITE. If you have such negative thinking about them, then you must have got whacked by them before. Serves you right if I said it right. All ITE students are special, different in their own way. I respect that a lot. You cannot say they are all the same because they're not. Doesn't mean that they go to the same school, it means that they're all the same. No matter which school you're from, there is always the good and bad side of it. I just can't understand why you hate ITE so much. You said he might not give me a good future, and I'm aware of that. To me, what matters most is who you spend your future with, it doesn't matter whether is it a good or a bad future. Having a good future might not make you happy, the happy that I'm looking for might never be found by such a snoob like you. I don't ask for a brilliant or perfect or good future. I just want to spend my future with who I want to be with. That's all.
I met this guy who till this day, I can't describe him because there's no better word for it. This guy turns out to be my boyfriend. Yes, he's from ITE. So what? I'm proud of him. I love him to death. He's not some spoilt brat or mat that asks his parents for money. He earns his own money and he gives his mom to support the household. I'm darn proud of him. He once asked me what if my friends criticized where he came from. Well my dear, I don't really care if they did that because I love you for who you are and not where you come from. And it's not their boyfriend, so why do they have to care so much? I don't mind where you came from and I just hope that you can fight back next time should there be anyone who criticize ITE. There are beautiful people like him in ITE why can't you learn to appreciate it? Maybe your thinking has already been spoilt by your thoughts.
Hey honey, I hope that you don't get demoralized or what by such nasty comments. Remember one thing, those people who always criticize and judge others are always in no proper position to do so. I don't ask of anything from you but for you just to be happy with where you are. That's what it matters. You might get affected by what I said to you about what he said, but please, please remember. I love you truly of who you are. You are truly beautiful and sometimes, I can't express myself properly about you. You still make me feel so 'lovestruck', yes I made up that word. I also want to let you know that this post is for all ITE people and especially you. You should know me, I admit, I'm not much of a person who can argue but when it comes to matters like this, I argue to the end. I hate people who judge people like this guy name Calvin. He can't see those beautiful people like you. He has too much pride and didn't realized that he was a snoob. I think he's a racist or something, but well I hope he gets what he deserves for saying such remarks.
I hope you cheer up after reading this. But well, I just wanna make a clear stand!
P.S I love you more than you love me so. :D
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Sure, it's the holidays now. But you can really feel like you're rotting when you're doing nothing at home. To make matters worst, you have homework to complete. Sigh.. But on the bright side, there's 10 days more to camp!
I fell asleep at about 2, with the lappy on. All I can remember was I played tic tac toe with Rasty and after that, I don't know what happened. If I'm not wrong, he fell asleep and shortly after, it was me. LOL! I only woke up at about 4 going to 5 and I switched lappy off. I told myself I was going to wake up at 5, but I didn't. And when I got up, it was already 7.30 in the morning. Kns lah you, never wake me up... But well, we didn't got to meet each other in the morning and it was only your lessons. Back at home, my mom told me stories about something supernatural and about her colleague. It's kinda like nagging and from where she got interrupted, she can continue it again. Sometimes, I don't think she's 50 years old. Hahahaha, the same goes for my dad, sometimes I think that they're the children and I'm the mom.
I regretted telling CI Andrew that we'll have the meeting at 5 and Rico and Sharifah agreed. If it's at 6, it'll be just a little longer and we can have the tako pachi balls. Hahahaha.. So yeap, the 4 of us went through the script and we got a clearer idea of the mock campfire and the actual campfire. I so look forward to it!
Hey my dear, after hearing your stories about your brothers and the girlfriend, I've got nothing to say because the only thing that's in my mind is, I know you hope that she gets what she deserves and yeah, she will. And well, relax... It's not worth being pissed about your brother and her. She's actually hell more worse than me and since you say that she's from hell, she'll come back to where she's from soon. She'll be gone soon, I believe. And if your mom don't believe about your financial stuff, I do. You contribute a lot to your household and well, I know it. So yesssssss, relax. Chill. Take a chill pill, that's what you told me before. I love you soooo much, and well, sorry. I can't kill her for you if not I'll be on death row and you won't see me anymore and you better not have thoughts of killing her. Also, sibling rivalry is always happening to people, but it's just a matter of how siblings solve it. Some big families have their own sibling groupies and some don't. My dad's family has 2 sisters and 9 brothers. I've seen stuff that is way harsher than your family's. Soon, your brother and she will know what's love because, it's really hard for it to comeby.
Awww... Seeing you today for 5 minutes was really not enough and my body is itching for your hug. I miss you!!!
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Monday, November 9, 2009
I woke up to a call at about noon today, and my mom can hear my phone conversation despite the fact that my room door is closed. After hanging up the phone, I started my day.
After having lunch, I fell asleep again. -.- Students can really get all the sleep they want when it's the hoildays. He finished class at 3 and when he called me he was actually at Tampines already? So yaaaa, I deposited some money which my grandfather left for the family and I went to get all the stuff that I need like socks and some things that are not meant to be mentioned. I still lack something, but damn that Watson's at Tampines Mall. They don't have it. I got all different colour socks of today; green, black, white and grey. I got my dinner at Popeye's at it still tastes so good. Hahaha. I got tako pachi bacon and cheese balls again.
As we were about to head home, my mom called. I got really fed up actually. My dad and I told her a billion times, do things at the right time. Well apparently, she's doing things at the wrong time again. I had to head back to get her groceries. What I'm pissed about is that why can't she get groceries during her off day? She got groceries during her dinner break instead, wth. She bought three dragonfruits and it was weighing my shoulder down. The pain came back. This time, I really wanna go for the massage my dad offered. I shouldn't have pick up her call actually, I really love my mom a lot but sometimes the things she do like toady makes me very sick. It sickens me. Sigh... And sooo, I lugged all the bags home.
I REGRET NOT TAKING MY BAG OUT TODAY.
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
I went to pay respects to my grandfather today, it's 49 days after his death and it's a chinese ritual to pay respects to him. The guy who conducted the prayers seem like he's in a hurry and I've never seen such prayers session before. It was only about a mere 5 minutes break in between at the association place. After which, we proceeded to Bukit Batok for the last part. We had a breakfast/ lunch buffet there. I felt bored and lucky I got asked if I wanna go to Beach Road for the campfire shirt. I asked my dad about it and yeah, I can go!!! I headed to the bus stop for 852 based on my memory with my mom. So I headed to Bukit Batok and went on board the MRT to Lavender. But I was pretty dumb enough to take the train heading to Marina Bay instead of Jurong East. I thought it would be faster but well, in the end I took the train back.
I reached Lavender at about 12. Andrew and Yongsheng was late. Hahahaha, they lost to me and I'm the one who's usually tardy. I was like a zombie, not listening to music. They went to have their meal first and we headed to the supplier for the shirt. And so, we finally decided on white polo, dry fit with the names under the NPCC logo. Rico, Sharifah and me will have something different, there's 'emcee' in front of our names to show that we're the emcees, cool huh? I was the one who thought of it. Muahahahahaha. It's a great bargain regarding the price, $20. I hope the others don't have any objections. Hahaha. It'll turn out to be nice, I hope. And for now, I have to collect it by myself next Sunday with me lugging all 28 shirts and $260 to pay the supplier. Wth. So ya, the invoice is with me.
When I was heading home, I saw June and her friend Weixuan. I went up to them and we sat down and talked. Talked about Shu Xian. I care for Shu Xian a lot, and she's like taking advantage of it. I can't ignore her or leave her alone, but she isn't listening to what other people say/ advise to her. I'm fed up about this. When I was in the MRT, I wanted to call her to give her a piece of my mind, but she's already so upset with her life with her family and Wei Hong. Sigh, poor girl. I love her a lot, but all June and I hope for is for her to listen to us for once. She never listens and what June said was right, it's like wasting time on her. I really don't wanna give up on her because we never gave up on each other back in primary 5 camp. She thinks about herself and the pain she's suffering is so self-inflicted. If she knows how to use the power of 'close one eye, open one eye', it won't be so bad. She have to grow up now for what happened to her. She can't be in her kiddy world still. Now I know why Wei Hong don't wanna talk to her sometimes. I understand it. He's right. Everytime she's sad, she comes to me. I'm cool with that but she isn't listening. I mean, if she can't get it through her head, at least try to pretend that you're listening. I sent her a super duper long sms today and I hope it can knock some sense into her.
After I went home and watched some TV, my dad reached home. He bought a copy of the newpaper and so did I. So we have 2 copies now. Lol. I fell asleep shortly after and I woke up instantly. Hahaha. He went for a jog and I panicked. My mp3 was with him and I was afraid my dad might ask for my mp3 because between my dad and I, we share a mp3. But when I saw him holding another mp3, I was relieved. I forgot he found his old mp3. Hahaha. Panicked for nothing.
I went to dinner with my dad and my mom was still at my aunt's. When I was eating, my dad bought his food and he called. Dang, wrong timing. I was staring at his picture and shortly after, he called. I think he got the message. xD But my dad was kinda pissed when he saw me getting a call from him. I mean, it's okay to have such calls but don't talk through the whole meal, lah. Sigh, the chance for me to talk to him was spoilt.
The weekend wasn't that bad, imagine me being in Ubin without a phone to contact him. I'm ready for STC, but not for Vietnam.. Please, please, please make my time in Vietnam a fast one. Ahhhhh..!!
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
The campfire banner is finally done!! The last and final stage of it will be the song leaders' and instructors' hand prints on Wednesday and Thursday. After painting the banner, it feels good. As I look at it now, it's so gorgeous. The instructors are gonna get the shirt done tomorrow and I hope they can reward us with a good price for the shirt. LOL! I can't wait till they see the banner. We spent about 3 hours on it today, I guess. We killed countless ants and other insects. We used up lots of my paint tubes too. Hahahaha, but I've got a new bottle of white paint for my school shoes!
After the painting session, we went to walk around Tampines Mall, but we went home straight. The main reason for going there was for the toilet actually. We played with the paints. :D And if the CIs think that the NPCC crest looks ugly or wrong, they should try to do one up themselves.
After I reached home, my dad was watching Ice Age 3, a CD he bought today along with the movie Up. After Ice Age 3 was over, we watched Up. But I fell asleep halfway and totally forgot about the laundry that I did previously. I hanged the laundry only after dinner, when I remembered. My dad wanted to bring me for a massage and I was quite fed up when I heard about it because when I wanted to go for one when my shoulder was really hurting me a lot, he didn't have the time. Wth?! But we didn't go for it eventually because there was too many people. Phew~~
For the very first time in my laundry doing experience, there were TOO MANY clothes. And there weren't enough bamboo poles. Damn.. I spent about 30 minutes on it today, the longest timing ever. My dad laughed like hell when I told him about it. He was in the toilet doing his business, so I can sorta take the advantage to kachiau him by switching off the lights. xD
After my dad went into his room for his work stuff, I watched the EMA. Finally. I skipped lots of performances but I think the show was great.
Time flew past today and I think the key to spend your time fast is to enjoy it. I don't know how I'm going to be like in STC and the Vietnam trip, but I sure do hope I can enjoy it in order to get it past fast. AHHHHHHHHH!!! I'M GONNA MISS HIM LIKE HELL WHEN I'M AWAY!!!!!!! STC isn't that bad, but what about Vietnam?!
I'm going to my aunt's house tomorrow at Bukit Batok. It kinda sucks because I bet that they're gonna ask about my results and maybe they'll try to lecture me which I got it from my dad way earlier before. Sigh, I know I'm the youngest and they might think that I did really well, but I didn't. My mom told my 2nd aunt about my results and I think she's gonna ask me about it when we journey there tomorrow morning and she's gonna, you know... Nag.
At least at least, I'll see you tomorrow, my dearrrr!!! :DDD
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Friday, November 6, 2009
Well, well... It's been years since I went to Suntec City. When I was in the train ride to City Hall, I kept wondering how I can make my way there with him while I was trying to 'connect' my phone to the earpiece. Eventually, we made our way there. But I think we were there for only about 30 minutes or so. Apparently, it isn't a good movie period. There isn't a good movie. But the voucher ends at August 2010, so I think we'll save it when there's a good movie. For the first time when I wore something that I like, I feel uncomfortable. Weird...
And so, we decided to head back to Tampines for lunch, I guess. We stopped at Lavender for the next train because the train we were in terminates at Aljunied. Whenever we're travelling, it seems like the time is fast. I sure hope that I can stop the time. After we went to Tampines, we head to Food Culture again. I had the same thing as my dinner last night and he had curry chicken noodle which I think was sucky to him. Our meal was sucky today actually. When I looked at the chicken meat I got, I told myself, I'm not gonna finish it. There were bones and you know, I'm lazy and I don't eat chicken with bones. xD So yeah, it was right. I didn't finish it. After our meal, we said hi to Hariz. I think Hariz's friend was saying hi too when we don't know him. LOL!
I finally got the bacon and cheese balls. Wooohooooo, they still taste great with mayonnaise. I shouldn't actually talk about what happened next because I sat in my room in the dark for about 30 minutes looking at the sky trying to figure out what's going on/ what happened....
As I was watching the Simpsons that I recorded earlier, Syarr called. We chat, she talked about some stuff.. And she's going away to Jakarta tomorrow. D: I love her sooooo, and I don't know when I can see her.
I was making dinner when he called and yeah, I dumped my food into the microwave for him, look how much I love you... (: Soooo yeah, after 5 minutes after his call, I went off to his block and we walked to the place near Dunman Secondary. I used to live there, good old memories... He talked to my Syarr bby, and I wondered what she said. She must be laughing her ass off. Hahahahaha.. The 2 people I loved the most talked to each other today. How nice... :D
I went to NTUC for his guavas, but I can't find any, I hope he finds some in Shop and Save. He had a haircut and I must say, you look different. More decent, but it doesn't matter what hairstyle you have, it's what you that counts. Besides, it'll grow back! You still look good to me. ^^ I think it's gonna be my turn to get a haircut. My hair isn't listening to me today. Zzz, I'm gonna get you cut. And hey dear, I wanted to send this as a sms to you today, but it ended up in the drafts. Actually, I hate you because you love me so much that I think I can't carry on my life without you, that's why I love you more than you love me.
And what the heck, I'M LEFT WITH TWO BUCKS, HOW THE HELL DID I SPENT MY MONEY?!?!?!?!?!
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Today is a rainy day. It rained for awhile and it didn't. And it was like that all the way through this early afternoon. But the weather sure was nice but I regret wearing slippers today. I should really get a new slipper, my red ones are hurting my feet again and I've been getting some nasty blisters. Zzz.
I've been getting all the sleep in the world but it doesn't seem to be enough. Right now, I'm feeling sleepy.
As usual, I met him today and I got fatpipe out today for him. I was a little late as usual and we saw Amanda again. xD We exchanged jackets halfway through because I gotta see my mom. We went for dinner at Food Culture and I finally tasted my first Bacon and Cheese balls. :D It was awesome, I'm gonna get more of it! I deposited my mom's 5 cent coins and it was about $18. We went back and I had to see my mom again. This time, it was quite wrenching because she was tearing up. She was upset about what her office said about her and I really can't do anything about it. I encouraged her to curse and swear but that sorta cheered her up but it didn't afterwards. I can't do anything about it but to hope that my dad talks to her tonight properly. After seeing my mom, I went home merrily with him after walking around Tampines 1. I had these few drinks tonight: 1. Bandung, 2. Strawberry milk, 3. Chrysanthemum tea. Whoaaaaaaa.. Nice mixture. For the whole time together, we said a couple of things at the same time together like, 'not bad'. I guessed we said 'Fuck it' for 20 times. LOL, it sounds nice to me now.
Tomorrow is Friday. As planned, we're gonna watch a movie at Suntec City. Problem is, my memory on how to get there is fading. Soooooo.. if we're lost, don't blame me. xP And my dear, it doesn't matter what you wear, what matters is you. I think it's about the 5th or 6th time for me saying it. And dang, I'm gonna be a zombie tomorrow without a MP3. But fret not, I have a walkman phone! xD
I WANNA GET MORE BACON AND CHEESE BALLS!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
My NPAP shirt smelt good today... ^^
Well, I met Putri just a little late today and Rico reached already. When we headed off to Festival Park, I totally forgot about him. There were about 7 or 8 of us at there today and I really appericiate them for coming to help us with it. Though some of you guys gave us 'eye power'. But yeah, I apperciate it a lot. We can wrap it up on Saturday as the final painting session and I think let's take up Putri's suggestion of putting our palm prints all over the banner with our names. We went off to St.Hilda's for this afternoon's session and it was really rather unexpected. So the guys and I walked to St.Hilda's for it and Rico and I took the lead for the mock campfire session...
Though I left early, I can't say where I went. But it was rather tiring. Hahahaha. So after I'm back home, I nearly got knocked out but I was watching Simpsons till my baby called. He was gonna get dinner for his family so I went to meet him. Shortly after, the instructor called. I gotta meet him because he wants to see the banner and I have to get the paints from him before Saturday. Zzz. Instructors these days... So the shirt making would be this Sunday. Hot pink seyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xDD
Jealousy might comeby, but remember one thing, I love you more than you love me since you say you love me more than I do. Soooo, I love you more than you love me. :D
Does it make sense?
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Time is really, really very slow today. I fell asleep and it seemed like forever. But when I woke up, it was like 1100. Then, 1230. What the heck?! Well, I managed to meet up with Rico and Sharifah today. We discussed about the script for less than half an hour. It's done, I guess but I gotta tidy it up before handing it to the CI in charge tomorrow. And he's having a hard time, at least that's what I know. So, we'll be going to Festival Park tomorrow for the banner. Majority of the song leaders would be late. :O
I met my man today and as usual, went to Cheers, bought newspaper. He bought Chocolate milk and I think that Meiji still tastes better than Dutch lady. xD After he went off for his train, I went to walk around and settled in MacDonald's. I met him after his lesson around 4 going on 5 as usual and we walked around Tampines Mall. I bumped into Putri again and Nora. Nora called me shortly after, and she's very happy and excited for me. LOL. Same old Nora, still so cute. xP I bought a paintbrush and we went around NTUC. He taught me about grocery shopping. Interesting lesson. As we were heading home, we bought bubble tea from Sweettalk. Honestly, I still prefer the uncle's milk tea. The chocolate milk tea from Sweettalk sucked big time. Maybe I'm just used to the uncle's chocolate milk tea. You can taste more chocolate. Well, after he sent me home, he left the chocolate from his chocolate ice blended all over my phone. Thanks for the leftover, honey! Hahahaha.
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Monday, November 2, 2009
Another day... This is another day.
Let's see... I woke up at 0630 and I find it weird, why didn't I get a call from my honey? I wanted to be ahead of him so I went to hit the showers straight and when he didn't called, I knew he was asleep. I shall not talk about it further. Hahaha. How cute can he get? Sooooo... I fell asleep and eventually and he called back. Went out of the house at about 0800. We head to Cheers as usual in the morning. And he got me a sandwich, :D He wanted to give me a hug actually, but I wasn't paying much attention. He walked off and I thought he wanted to get into the station already, it doesn't seem so actually. Damn ps. Hahahaha. xD
And when I was about to reach home, I met this weird guy. He's a malay around 40 years old and above with nose hair sticking out of his nose. He approached me and he asked which school I'm from, what stream and level. Wth? I always have strange encounters.
1. I met a weird guy few months ago and he passed me a slip of paper when I was about to meet Qian Ying. In the slip of paper, if my memory serves me right, he said: 'I am Alex. Call me, I am from Batam.' In the note, there was his number. I showed it to Edwina and she can confirm that it was a Indonesian's handwriting. After he passed me the slip of paper, he sprinted off. And he was really fast.
2. Few months ago, as I was walking home by the bus stop going heading to S11's side, a mad man wearing a pink shirt suddenly pointed to me with his finger and the distance was only about 2 cm away between my nose and his finger. Wth? He hurled something to me in Hokkien, but I couldn't hear anything because I was listening to my MP3. After he said it, he walked off, I looked back and he just kept walking straight.
I went to school for the discussion, but it turns about to be less than a hour. Mr Chai was in a good mood, so he let us off early. There were only about 7 or 8 people for it. LOL!
After which, I went home and my mom cooked lunch. We had potato again, it's delicious. xD Sooo, we took the train to Queenstown to Anchor Point, the place where she loves to get her Bilabong merchandise. It's actually Queenstown, not Queensway. Let me correct you on this, love. When I reached, I got a call and that's when I went back. Hahaha.
We went back to Tampines via the train and we walked around wondering what to have for dinner (If I'm not wrong...) I wanted to go to Food Culture for the food, I miss it so much. And we settled in Burger King instead. After Burger King, we got his Octopus Balls and went to the sports hall for my floorball ball. It's dang cute. xD I like it. And so, we went home. I bumped into Nadiah, Yi Ting, Putri, Iskandar today. ^^
Soooo yeah, I'm at home now, with my lappy on my lap and I'm watching MTV on the sofa. There was Lady Gaga, Pussycat Dolls, now it's my favourite song by U2. Woohoo!
Also, I don't need to see Mrs Tan tomorrow, lucky I bumped into her today. But something is very screw-d up, she said when I hand in my work on the 20th, only then I can get my results and only then I can get a confirmation whether if I can go to secondary 4NA. What the heck... Zzz. I have STC on the 20th! AHHHH!!!
Talking about STC, I'm gonna be a zombie in STC. But the only way to get this through is to enjoy it. :D I hope Area 9 will cooperate with me, Rico and Sharifah during the campfire night....
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
What can humans do on Sundays? Sleep, eat, rest.
Soooo... I was thinking about it today, and I knew it. I can't survive when I'm away for STC and the Vietnam trip. Maybe for STC, but not for Vietnam. I think I'll be like a zombie, hugging his jacket or shirt all day long and I might even leave some tears. LOL. I'm definitely gonna write something down for him every night when I'm away. And I think he's gonna do that too. Awww.. It's gonna be 9 days in total. WTH?! I miss my baby and it feels so bad. And his jacket smell is going off.. :( Previously, I didn't met him for a day, and it felt so bad already. So how am I gonna survive when I'm in Ubin and Vietnam? That's gonna be a problem...
HIT course and NCO course has passed, time for the song leader stuff. The banner was nice actually.. But it got smudged. Dang, I'm gonna have to do some touch ups at home. But I don't have the proper place to do it. Zzz. Today's the 1st so that leaves with 20 days. I really feel bad for not helping them much, I was in full uniform on Saturday, and the CI won't let me touch it. Sorry, Wei Shan and Shafiqah!
I hope tomorrow's discussion would a brief one and that Mr Chai won't be up to his sarcasm stuff again. It sucks.
My mom has been a little more naggy recently, she just came into my room today without warning (which means there isn't a knock), she came in and laid on my bed, talking to me about her day and about my results. It's getting really frustrating. No wonder I have hair fall problem. And it's not just only today, it has been happening everyday. After she's done, she'll doze off on the bed. Just today, she made me feel disappointed in her. She kept pestering me to get Viva La Vida into her phone, but I was busy with NCO course for the past few days and I didn't get to do it for her. And so she asked me to get it done, and my parents were like ganging up on me. That leaves me with no choice so, I went to get lappy and the cable. I let her listen to Viva La Vida on my lappy, and I asked her whether if she wanted to continue to listen to the song, guess what she said? 'Of course I want to listen to it lah, can you just give me the song?!' The tone is really strong and I was trying to explain what I meant, and she just don't wanna listen. Don't wanna listen? Forget it lor. Zzz. Only get what you want, and you don't wanna listen to what the giver wanna say.
And so, tomorrow's another day...
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