Thursday, December 31, 2009
Alerrrrrr.. It's 2010 now. 2009 was a awesome year, I guess. But I wasn't ready for 2009. I gotta admit, I have the holiday mood through 2009. Now that I experience the taste of nearly getting retained, I really gotta study. And I feel so blessed to have and know Rasrimin as my boyfriend, he motivated me to study back, no doubt about that and I know that I shouldn't thank him, because he's my boyfriend, but I can't express how grateful I am to have him. I love you, dear~
Sometimes, I wish 2012 ain't true. Me and Isabelle and Khalis were talking about it. Our lives would be just wasted. I told them, if 2012 is really true, you'll see me turning into a Muslim before I die. I wanna die of a drug overdose, at least I'll die happily. LOL..
For the year of 2009, I've been through these things, these various events in summary of course...
January: CCA Bazaar, NPCC fitness test (PASSED! :DDD)
February: I pierced my tongue before Secondary 3 camp, secondary 3 camp, made friends with Iqbal, Acap (JYSS), Hakim and Shahril
March: Got SGT rank, Secondary 1 UG camp, my birthday, bumped into Iqbal and friends in Pasir Ris
April: Area 9 Games Day as referee, NPAP
May: Birth of my godson after getting 'sexually harrassed' by his parents, Green Day's 8th studio album was out, 21st century breakdown!!!!!!!! (I went to the Heeren's HMV to get it, okay..)
June: Various NPCC courses, Police Knowledge, and.. I forgot.. -.-
July: Can't remember... Did I met Shahril a couple more times in July? -.-
August: Did I got my SSGT rank in August? -.- Met Ineza for the first time after 3 years.
September: On Sept 15th, my grandmother's birthday, my grandfather passed away peacefully on that day. How sweet can they be?
October: I met the love of my life after my mom's birthday, how wonderful is that? (: I love you, Rasrimin!!!!! NCO Course 2009 as coordinator (sadly, nobody knows)
November: Survival Training Camp at Pulau Ubin as emcee for the campfire night (: Went to the Vietnam Trip, that's how I met my darling curves! :D
December: A somehow, so called wonderful reunion for songleaders. But a fun one for Khalis' birthday! XD
Next year is a senior for me in school, yeaaa.. It's gonna be like any other senior year where there's full of lectures for assembly, like how to study well. For now, all I wish for 2010 is to pass my N levels, and that's all I want and hope for.
Soooooo.. I spent my day pretty much at home. June texted me to say she can't meet e for lunch anymore. Sad siaa.. I was polishing his leather shoes with the classic way of a cloth, kiwi and droplets of water. But it didn't work, guess these leather shoes aren't meant for it. And my dear, I know you're gonna serve some rich ass and you wanna look your best, so I stayed up to get it done. Lucky I bought some leather shoes product. LOL! I'm gonna miss you today~~
My dad called for some contractors do fix up some stuff at home, and they spent about 3 hours for it and I had to be at home all day to watch them. While they were doing, I received a call from Yong Sheng, he called to ask how I was, and he told me he's worried for his sister. Well, I'm sorry that I didn't sound concerned enough, there were some renovation works. She's a tough lady, she'll make it through. And ah sooooo, I went to lepak for a very short while after everything was completed with Khalis and Danial under my block and they bought headbands. They look like some bapokes going to the gym, but seriously, they look nice. Coconut trees.. :DDD No sarcasm or what, it came from the heart. After we went off, I headed to 7-11 for some stuff and I saw Jason, I wanted to ask him for some stuff, but guess not. :D
And at the last hour of 2009, I spent it with my mom having MacDonald's as supper. xD I think I did a great job around the house today, so proud.. ahahah..
I can't wait for the 1st day of school now, down with those teachers who wanna get their homework. -.-
I also want to name 2009 a revolutionary year in my life even though it might be too early to some people. I met the love of my life, Rasrimin and it's soooooooo awesome. It's been countless times since I have such a post, but I just wanna say it again. (: I finally met a guy whom I asked, 'where have you been all my life?' Hahahaa, it's sorta silly, but it just feels so good to be with you. You are too good for me too, my dear. It seems like we're both too good for each other. I have tears of joy when I think about how you and I started. You touched my heart always. Most recently in Popeye's when we had lunch. You know I don't really know how to get the meat off of the bone and the chicken was steaming hot, yet you helped me get the meat off. I can see it was quite tough, the chicken was really hot and yet you helped me with it when you can continue happily eating your lunch. You touched my heart for that and the same thing goes to when we were in Changi Village having Nasi Lemak. Where can I have another Rasrimin like you? >< color="#ff6600" size="5">what's mine is yours, and what's yours is mine too.
You know, it's still funny and I always feel so 'wow' when I think back of our first conversation over msn. And how we say we wanted to stay up late to talk to each other. It's just amazing, it's like a fairy tale if you tell somebody we know. And you said that you blog on my behalf before new year and well.. It's new year, so you lied! ): KNS~ But well, it's never too late, right? Oh yeaaahhh! I wanna officially declare what BASTARD means.
Best
At
Saving
Trees
Always
Rasrimin,
Duhhh!
Well, of course there's other versions. This is one of those which I like, I'm a very environmental person after all.. xP Since you found out what BITCH means for me, I found out what BASTARD means for you. So you're a BASTARD, and I'm a BITCH! :D Alerrrrrr... I really love youuuuuu.. I'm so grateful to meet you, so happy to know you. And till today, thank you for not pushing me back to somebody since you say you thought of letting me go before because of him. To me, you're truly somebody awesome in your own way, and I can't express how much you are to me. You are more than the world, the oxygen that I breathe in. LOL! I'm beginning to get your literature thingy, I guess.
I LOVE YOU MY LOVE RASRIMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
School is starting really soon, with less than two weeks to it. The primary 6 students this year registered themselves in their secondary school today already. Qian Ying smsed me in the morning and I was awake for awhile because Shu Xian and her smsed me at the same time. And pretty soon, I fell back asleep. I initially thought that I would be meeting her for lunch with the CI next year who's in charge of sec 3s. But well, turns out that it's only me and him. I also finally got my shoes, and it cost me 20 bucks. Next year's gonna be a exciting year, I guess. I hope I get sent to go to NPAP. Base on what my little pony said, he, Luke and I will be the squad I/Cs for squad 3 '10. I can't wait for Games Day as well for area 9! AHHHHHHHHH!!! I miss being the referee.
I just came back from meeting 'Rusty' as that's what Hariz calls him. Hahahaha. He wore my black shirt, and he smells nice to me... LOL! I love him, and I'm lucky to have him, I can't express it out. But is there any good way to express it? I love you!!!!!!!
Thursday: X'mas dinner at Yishun
Friday: Christmas
Saturday: Food shopping with Irfan (NASS), Danial and me (maybe Isabelle)
Which reminds me... I GOTTA GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON TH 28TH and 29TH. I guess I'll be 'running' at noon, I have my reunion with my songleaders, and I miss them so. Especially Rico. Hahahahaa... Not forgetting my curve people.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Today's December 18th. It gives me about two more weeks left of holidays. I went back to school after about two weeks to finally get my school books. I'm left with 20 bucks now. Zzz. And I wanna admit something to the whole world!!! I asked Rasrimin to follow me, because I'm too lazy to carry the books myself!!! But I've got a real excuse, my left shoulder would hurt again if I carry heavy things. But secondary 4 books aren't that heavy, because there's less books to get. It feels good to see a guy who you love so much carry it for you. He's fresh from his sleep, and dang him, he used reverse psychology on me. I thought I was late to meet him, but in fact, he was still in bed! But what gave him away was that he hung just like that, and it actually gave away the truth.
I got back my green shirt, but in the end, I wore my black out. I look kinda nice, hahahaha. I feel good today. As promised, I got Shu Xian KFC. From Tampines all the way to Punggol via taxi. Costed me $8.80. What to do.. She's craving for it mahh... After eating, and we did a little bit of talking by the stairs. And I fell asleep on her mattress for about an hour. I only left their house at about 1630 and headed straight for the LRT...
Tomorrow's the 19th already, and it's Sunny and Amanda's birthday. It's also the date number on when I got together with the love of my life, Rasrimin. It's been two months, already???! IT felt like forever with you... Probably it's because we try to meet each other whenever it's possible... I just got off from the phone from you, gotta admit. I'm a little pissed. I have a friend who does that too. I guess I gotta TALK to you properly about it. I don't want you to be like some sick guy who keeps on doing it. And ya, I'm worried about that. It can lead to so many other risks. And I don't know what to post... Zzz... So I've decided to do this!!!
Heather is posting very diligently
Heather is posting very diligently
Heather is posting very diligently
Ah, lazy to type...
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Monday, December 14, 2009
I feel bad, and what my dad said was really right, the things that I want to say don't go through my brain, it just comes up frm my mouth straight. I did said something kinda hurtful to my boyfriend a few hours earlier before, and for that, I feel bad about it. I'm sorry, my dear. I understand about your other commitments, and well... I really shouldn't compare with you to him after all, I keep claiming that I know all about it. I'm sorry, and you shouldn't apologize anything at all, because I'm the one at wrong now.
I went to Eastpoint Mall with my mom today. We were there to finally see the chinese sinseh that she always prefers. But when we reached the clinic, it was closed for their own lunch break, and they'll only be back at 1400. It was about 1300 when we reach. And I was hungry and I can't wait for my dad to reach Simei. So I suggested to go to KFC which made me 10 bucks poorer today. I bought my mom her favourite BBQ cheese meltz mah... But I forgot about her tea. -.- My dad came soon after and we went to the basement for their lunch. The lady behind the counter looks rather familiar, but I'm very sure that she's the lady back in primary school at the canteen. My dad went over to the clinic to get a number for my mom, and it was about 2 hours later till she gets her turn, WTH?!
When it was my mom's turn, my dad and I had some drinks. He then showed me his handphone (He uses Samsung Omnia, that explains the email then I'm gonna talk about) which had a email being sent by a long distance relative of mine in China. I really have no idea how he's related to me, but I heard he's my grandfather's youngest brother. He's the man behind my grandfather's biography. Well, I read the email, and it was like a updated version of the biography, it's extended to the whole family tree. I read part of it to kill time, and it's kinda nice because our date of birth is included so I found out that my 5th uncle is 57, and my 5th auntie is 56 years old. :OOO. And well, my oldest cousin is 40 years old. LOL! 1969... Nice year. And my dad's born in 1959, wow... But yeah, all of the words are in chinese. I'm not shy to say this but, I understand it. xD I can read the characters, but I don't understand what it means. -.-
After my mom was done, my parents and I argued (not angrily or violently) all the way back to Tampines. My mom finally got her groceries at Tampines 1. But well, I chiong-ed home to get the stuff that I wanna lend/ give Rasrimin. He's gonna need it! And he better take it, if not... ^^
And well, I met his friend, Hazmi ( SO NOT FROM PRSS) today, and ah well, he's nice, he told me about some STUFF. But I still don't know why I walked around the perimeter of Century Square and Tampines Mall. LOL! Funny thing about my mom today is, she can't stop laughing. So I guess that explains why her daughter sometimes can't stop laughing as well. When I got sent home by Rasrimin today as usual , and my mom was at home. I usually look downstairs from my living room window and somehow my mom knew that I was looking downstairs for somebody and well she was just giggling and looking downstairs with me. She kept asking, 'where, where?!' Hahahaha, it seems like my mom wants to know more about him, but he's shy. Awwww..!!!
And my dear, Rasrimin, I WANNA JUMP ON YOU!
I'm sorry about today, about what I've said. I just love you so much, and sometimes... I understand it... But sometimes, I feel like a kid, I just want to thrash it out. I'M JUST SORRY ABOUT TODAY! And I know I hurt you for what I said, I'm sorry... >.<
Now, back to business my dear.
HAVE YOU EATEN YOUR MEDICINE AND APPLIED THE ANTISEPTIC CREAM TO YOUR KNEE YET?!?!?!
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
I'm getting rather emotional these days. And well, I just got off the phone with Rasrimin and after hearing him cough like hell, I think I'm gonna cry soon. That's what you get what you're too much deep in love, I guess. He's sick and well, I have to do nothing about it.
Isabelle texted me early in the morning, and well, I remember reading it. But when I woke up, I thought it was a dream. But when I check my phone at about 1pm, it wasn't a dream, it was true. LOL! She wanna go get something, well, I'll get it for her instead.
For the first time in my life as well, my dad wanted to have dinner at KFC. SURPRISING! We went to walk around soon after and I saw some really familiar faces... I was with my dad, and I didn't know whether to say hi or not, later he question me who they are. -.-
Irfan and I talked for quite a bit today, so for now, the only bbq food place (there's a proper name for it) is at Telok Kerau. WTH? It sounds rather familiar, it's like where he got the food for his class chalet where I attended it last September. But I feel both bad and good attending it, because I met Muhammad and Izwan and got to know them more but I feel bad because I made use of my grandfather's death. Sigh...
And you know, usually 100 days after a persons' death, you gotta go pay respects to him/ her. On Dec 29th, it'll be 100 days after my grandfather's death and I gotta go pay my respects to him at my aunt's house which is at Bukit Batok. Wth, I'm having CIP in school for all secondary 3 students on that day, how the hell am I suppose to go? As for paying respects to my grandfathers, grandmother and uncles, I never miss it. Even if I can't make it, I'd always rush to the place. So, I see that I'm gonna rush there straight after CIP.
I feel so lovesick now... -.-
SEEE LAH!
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
I'm feeling way better now after a few mouth fulls of it. Hahahhaaaaa, and I'm still alright with it. Acap was talking to me just now over MSN and I must say, what they did is really too much. They should really find out the truth first before pinpointing you. I believe you, my little pony. And all the curves will definitely back you up.
And over a few minutes just now, Valerie talked to me over MSN. It was about Rasrimin smsing her. But what am I gonna do about it? Well, I don't know. She's my senior and he's the love of my life. I know you guys hate each other and I just hope that it affects none of the relationship I have with you, Valerie and you, Rasrimin.
I feel so much better now and if you asked what cheered me up? Well, I guess part of the credit goes to Isabelle. I confided in her. She's a darl, my darling Isabelle! xD That's why I say I love her, no regrets about it. What a great friend she is. :D
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Imagine my eyes being all big and bulgy looking around. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!
Once in awhile, I'll feel paranoid and have wild and insane thoughts going through my mind. I can't describe them. It really feels weird... That's why I don't think that I'm normal, but weird instead. And it usually happens when I'm bored. Very bored. This feeling sucks a lot to me. I can't help it. And it'll continue till tomorrow, because it's a Sunday. I'm gonna say this for the very first time, I miss school. School keeps me busy in a way, but sometimes it just disrupts me from meeting the people whom I wanna meet. Also, it's a definite thing that it's going to continue throughout the whole December.
I'm also bored to tears now, but in a way, I'm happy. I made it till evening but there's still another day. And well, maybe to cut short my pain of boredom, I'm gonna try something tonight which my mom bought for me. But I don't think it helps, I just hope it makes me fall asleep till tomorrow late afternoon. It's either lime or orange, which one should it be?
URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
This feeling is driving me nuts. It's the 2nd time I'm having it actually. IT'S LIKE HAVING RANDOM WORDS BEING YELLED OUT IN YOUR MIND.
It's just sucks... I'm bored to tears.
DOWN WITH THE MORAL MAJORITY!!!!!!!!
Maybe I need something that starts with the letter 'n' to calm my nerves. I can get that anytime I like, but WTH?!?!?!?!?!
I'm just gonna end this post like this because I'm gonna do my wild and insane thoughts.
Before I forget my daily dosage of saying 'I love you' to Rasrimin, well, I LOVE YOU!!!!!! BUT I'M GOING HAYWIRE NOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take good care of yourself at work, I hope your grandmother's fine now and she's doing well. Let's not forget that she also wants her grandson to take good care of himself.
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Friday, December 11, 2009
Fridays are getting boring. I miss NPCC, I miss the timing for marching, I miss the CIs' commands, I miss the running!
Ah well, I managed to dress some wounds today. It's my first time, and it's kinda fun, but I got scolded, 'fucked you!' multiple times. -.- Still say that you're not scared of pain. So well, we traded bags and I've got his PURPLE Dickies. I like his bag now, dang... I wrapped his wound with some gauze, and it's funny lahhhhh. The wound he had is suppose to be not wrapped. His wounds are sorta serious. Abrasions, and it covers quite a big area. But it's gonna heal first then the main wound. It's been hard on him. Hahahaaaaaa. I went back home straight after I met him in the morning and I fell asleep on my bed when I got home. I woke up at about 11+ and my mom fell asleep too on the sofa. I guess the falling asleep thing runs in the family. I had lunch soon after. After awhile, it was time to meet him again because he finished his excursion and he's on his way back to Tampines for work.
When I was about to go out of the house, my mom nagged. Sigh... She said she's gonna kill me if I continue going out everyday if I don't study hard next year. And I had to wait till she's in the bathroom, I can't let her see Rasrimin's Dickies bag if not, she'll be questioning me. I love my mom a lot, but sometimes, I just can't take her nagging. It's too naggy. She just nags the same thing all my life. Do all parents nag at the same thing? Ah well, that's why I was late by a few minutes. Just by standing and waiting for the bus at the interchange, I saw some friends: Aqil, Zuhri, Asyraf (primary school classmate), Nabil (3A1), Nabil (Eevee), Faidhi, Shahrul and Alfian (But he ignored and walked away)
About 30 mins later or so when I got home, he called me to apologize. Yeah, we nearly quarrelled and usually, I'm the one who will talk back, but surprisingly, I didn't. I guess that we both didn't want to, but I gotta admit, my blood was boiling when I saw your smses. But when I meet you, I don't feel pissed, amazing. LOL! It's like, 'ah, never mind. It'll be alright.' And I didn't expect you to call to apologize. How sweet of you.. ^^ And I spent about 9 hours alone at home. I was bored to death. I can't believe that I watched TV all the way. WTH? But well, in between, I was doing some insane things. xD Some insane things that only Rasrimin know... ^^
At night, I did a little bit of sms to Sharifah and CI Yongsheng about the gathering thing. It's going well. I talked to Zuhri and Shahrizal a little as well, I asked a few favors of theirs to call up Don and Wei Shan. So we talked for quite awhile about the gathering. Shahrizal is so gonna die. Hahahhaaa... I promise them that I'll be introducing some of my friends to them, and I guess maybe Danial will pounce on them. LOL! Zuhri's okay, but Shahrizal's lazy. He didn't want to call others. KNS!!!
Can anybody tell me why I'm drinking Red Bull at midnight?
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
Irfan from Ngee Ann was kinda annoying. He texted me before I went to bed at it was at about 0250? He's like a little bastard, LOL! Annoying.. But he quoted to be about the past, present and future. It was from Kungfu Panda, he said.
My mom was at home today and I was suppose to bring her to the chinese sinseh, but the sinseh is fully occupied even till tomorrow. So, for a alternative method, she's gonna visit her old sinseh on Monday. So she and I went to the supermarket to get some stuff. Before that, I paid for the BBQ pit and my mom paid the bills at the AXS machine. When we got home, I fell asleep soon after and she did too. It's the only best thing to do when I'm waiting for him at home, what to do!
Sooooo yeah, at about 4pm, I got a call.. He just finish his lessons and he got 70 or 78/100 for his role play. Not bad leh.. We sent Hafi home, all the while she complained that she wanna shit and we said hi to Hariz. Hahahahaa, he looked kinda shocked. My dear boy Rasrimin fell today while playing soccer in school, and it's just so cute lah. I can't help it but to laugh when I think back on the way how he tell me he fell. Hahahahhaaa.. I wanted to pull him to Guardian today, but he keep rejecting it. His wound affected the way he was walking and he kept saying no. I know he's not pampered, and he don't need his girlfriend to pamper him. That's what I like. But the way he walks make me feel like I'm dumb. I'm a qualified first aider after all. I got my certificate in October, and I didn't practice first aid on anybody for 2 months now. ): I wanted to practice some first aid, but I only get to do that tomorrow morning before he goes to school. In my opinion, he fell partially due to his fever. It's so sucky to know that your loved one is having a fever and had a fall in school, causing a bad wound in his knee. URGHHHHHH!!! What should I be doing? I love him so, and it just so happens that his girlfriend is a qualified first aider. And he just don't wanna take care of himself and it's worrying his girlfriend. Worst thing is, he has work tomorrow! DAMN!! I bought some throat inflammation medicine for him today, I think he got some throat infection. Whatever he eats and swallow like liquids hurts his throat. So yeah, I think it's the best medicine. We even had some chicken at KFC and that's where I learnt his brother's a medic in NS, so he has some first aid supplies at home, and I hope the chicken doesn't make his throat get worst for him. T.T Now I feel guilty for even suggesting to go to KFC!
We met Isabelle shortly later after 8pm near school. She was on a bike with her friend. It's just so fun to disturb her, her reactions are really classic.
Now, talking about the songleader gathering, I'm getting a little pissed off and pai seh. Having the original idea was really dumb. Sharifah and I talked through, and we have a more alternative and CHEAPER plan. Everybody happy now? It's like.. Some of you guys want, but I just can't contact everybody. WTH! I'm so gonna book a pit for the songleaders close to my friends'. We're gonna share the miscellaneous stuff, save costs, SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT!
Please take care of yourself tomorrow, and I look forward to dress your wound... ^^
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
I'm worried now. It's like rushing against time. I wanna complete these two tasks for him. 1. Get 10 charity's contact details to him and send it via email. 2. Complete this blog post, if not he'll feel uneasy to go to bed. He's sick now, and I want him to get better. He's like prone to fever, but I'm more weaker physically, why didn't I get a fever instead?
So well, I went to Pasir Ris today. I met Isabelle and I bumped into Delvin and Putra, they went jogging I guess, but it was 10+ in the morning, the sun is kinda hot. Well, so we went to meet the others in MacDonald's and we had our breakfast/ lunch there. We went to Vivien's house for about an hour or so and my laling Rasrimin called, and he's sick, but he wants to talk to all 13 of us. LOL! Weird request, but now everybody knows him. Hahahahaaa.. So we roamed Pasir Ris a little and I got told off by this FREAKING STUPID GUY WHO DON'T LISTEN PROPERLY, Khalis got a new barbell. We took 3 back to Tampines and I met him. He's kinda warmer than usual, clear sign of fever. And it's kinda true about how our hearts communicate, I found him in century square! It was the right path.. :DDD Seeeeeeeeee..!!!!!!! Hahahahaaaa. And at the end of the day, there's only Effa, Isabelle, Danial, Khalis, Rasrimin and me left. So Danial and Khalis went off and so did me and Rasrimin, he needs to get his rest. But I met my mom before I went home, her staff benefits are here.
It's so unexpected that I called directly to some of the songleaders about the last gathering. For now, I gotta get the St. Hilda's people. And it's so unexpected of him to get sick. He was well the day before, I just knew it in my heart. Maybe it's really true because he didn't wear my jacket. See, this shows how important my stuff is to him. His ITE shirt is with me for now, it's like a drug. I like my own brand of heroin. xP I really do hope he gets well, it sucks when your head is feeling heavy with your body feeling weak. GAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! I love him so, I don't want him to get sick. I DON'T LIKE!!! )':
Dear Mr Rasrimin Sir,
On behalf of Heather, please have swallow 2 panadol before you go to bed. It's for your own good, she's worried sick. She would also like to yell this out, 'I love Rasrimin!!!!!!!!'
Sincerely,
Heather's heart
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I had 8 hours of sleep! HAHA! On and off, I was suppose to meet Syarifah today, and well... I did met her today. Rasrimin and me had a hard time finding her block. And when we were at he block, she told us to go somewhere else. Well.. She wanted to talk to me about Del. I can understand why Del is doing this, I experienced it myself. After that, she went off and I think she was jealous about me and my dear. HAHAHAHA!
Soooo yeh.. we took 21 back to Tampines and I head for the toilet. I gotta go, what to do? And it turns out that the 'long sleeve shirt' you wanna buy from the concourse is a short sleeve one. LOL! And I finally had my lunch at 3 or to 4+. I bumped into Aisyah and Iskhandar as well. After that, we went to walk around... And we bumped into Acap and Iqbal! It's been months since I saw them, and Acap had this weird look when he saw me. Wth... And I feel kinda bastard when I saw too bad to Iqbal when he said Ezza lives in Jurong.. xD Well, it's good seeing old friends.
We went on to Popular, I just wanted to take a look at my school books, I just wanna see if they're available, my mom told me to just check it. I'm gonna get them next week. And I went to BHG for my mom's groceries, she asked me why Rasrimin didn't come in. Well mom, he shy.. What to do.. LOL!
Merrily we'll roll along, roll along, merrily we'll roll along, over the deep blue sea. I miss that song.. ): I've got a sudden crazy idea to do to my Rasrimin. I wanna make him to a NCO written test paper. I've got extras. But... Ahh.. NEVER MIND!
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Monday, December 7, 2009
It's draggy, yeah.. I know.. It feels so good to type it.
The year of misery: 2008 and early 2009
I guess many people want to know how I was last year. Especially about these two guys. Well, I fell for this guy when I got to know him. When I knew him more, I really didn't know that there is this such person as my squadmate. He began calling me and we talked more often. It was the annual area 9 games day and I remembered we bumped into each other heads. That was when something occurred to me that I might be falling for him. So on that day, I told myself, I'm gonna take my time. If I really do like him, I'll bump into him at the interchange. I had to pick up my name tag at the army shop and the only bus there was 22. I took my time on purpose and guess what? As I entered the queue for the bus, I saw him waiting for his bus. I yelled out to him immediately and yeah, it's confirmed, I'm in love. I even texted Syarifah about this and even she can confirm it. That was the moment that everything began. So it was about a month later then we're together. We don't really go out much, except for occasional movies. He's sweet, sure he is. We often argued a lot. Whenever we argued, I would always confide in the SI back then. He's such a warm figure to me and I can really count on him a lot. Between he and I, we don't even talk or say hi to each other in school. But as for the SI and me, we're freakin' close to each other. He was like this warm and fuzzy guy to me. I know the SI likes me a lot, but my heart was with him all along and not the SI. As usual, we continued to argue a lot and tragedy struck on one afternoon when I was asleep. He called and yeah, we went our own way. I was depressed and I went to look for the SI downstairs. That was when I lied to myself about being over him. I was still in love, I had to forget him some how. Things got ugly a few months later when my senior, Amanda told me about him brainwashing me. It hit, me. Now everything makes sense. I know why he and I quarrelled so much. He started it all and influenced me to that. I was very, very disappointed with the SI. But who am I kidding? He did it to get me. He said, 'I can't look at you getting hurt by him anymore. And you love him so much. I had to do a little bit of brainwashing to wake you up. I like you for a very long time.' It was really hurting to hear such a thing. I like you, but why did you make my relationship fail? Why did I even bother to get in contact with you? Why did you made me notice you back in 2007 when I was a cadet and you were a staff sergeant? As you all know in NPCC, you go for a SI to a CI. And soon, this SI finished his O levels, time for him to go for his CI BTC in December. Somewhere between November and December, I decided to isolate myself. I had so much time to think. I kept my handphone on silent and whenever somebody called, I won't pick up. I would check who called at the end of the day. I would sleep at about 6am and wake up at 6pm, this was how scary my life was. It's like being a owl. This definitely didn't carry on. When it was his CI BTC, I decided to make the best of it, and I sent him from Tampines to HTA when he book in. When he books out, I would go to HTA for him. I wanted to make 2008 the best year for this soon-to-be-CI. Soon enough, I've had it. I told him to get the hell out of my life in December during the NPCC chalet gathering. The hurt that you felt equals to how much you hurt me. I really do like you, but I can't except why you did such a thing to me. I needed to take a good long break and get over him. In early 2009, I suddenly remembered about you. I was healing for quite a bit. I gotta admit, I wanna know how you did for O levels and which school you went to. So one day when we were in NPCC room, I knew it. I gotta talk to you. It was really awkward, really. I had to put on a mask to talk to you. I knew you missed me and so did I. It went well, and shortly after, I found myself finding lame excuses just so I can talk to you over the phone and text you over small little things. And when I first saw you in your CI uniform the CCA bazaar, I felt a strong satisfaction from it. I remembered how I used to tell you off when you wanted to give up to be a CI. But well, look what you're wearing now. I'm proud of you as a CI from our unit. Very, very proud. I asked myself a lot of questions about you, am I ready for you? Are you really the one for me? Am I gonna except the fate about you? Well, I answered yes to the questions. Pretty soon at around April as you left for Redang on holiday, I found out, I love you, I really do. It's like we're so used to each other's companionship and there we were, being together. There was once, I remember I was depressed. And you offered me to bring me to the movies. When I asked you about it the day before, you said you gotta attend Area 5 or 15's ATC/ STC. My mind blew apart, it was just the next day. You broke your promise. I got even more depressed. I felt so numb and I remember that we were shouting over the phone you being in Ubin and being back on shore in Singapore. It felt like what I did for you wasn't enough. I remember how I brought food to you when you were sick and it was at least twice, how I wrote those mushy (that is so not me) notes for you whenever I see you. It's like what I did wasn't enough. I know you appreciate it. You know, when I saw you for the NPAP trainings earlier this year, you were the one who made me wanna go for the training. And you were the one who made me wanna go for it. I still can remember you stupid smile to me when you look down from the grandstand at me when it was time for 'pandang ke-kanan, pandang'. And how you would stare it me when you were with you contingent 1 rehearsing. I would always get teased by area 9 NPAP participants. It definitely felt good to have a CI boyfriend. Few months later, you found me with my classmate at my house. He hugged me, and you saw it. I know it didn't felt good, you were really pissed off. That was when my dirty little secrets got found out soon, bit by bit. I was wearing our ring when it happened, this showed how much 'care' I had for you. I remember why I got the rings, it was because I want to remind myself constantly about you, that's why. And I got more in love with you when you accompanied me to visit my then sick grandfather. I remembered how you hugged me when I broke down in front of him about my grandmother. In my heart, I said, this is all I need. And when I met your friends, Izwan and Muhammad, they told me to take good care of you no matter what. But what happens when I don't know how to take good care of you? I wanted to. It turns out that I lied to myself being happy with you, I lied.
The mixed feelings, the thoughts
It's really good to have a CI boyfriend that you can look at during training. But why do you have to be so controlling? What is is about you and malay guys that you don't like me talking to them? Honestly, I gotta repeat this. I don't deserve you a single bit. I cheated on you with 3 other guys. When I had you, I had him and another guy. This is how 'playing' I am. I didn't care, I wanted to look for the things that I didn't found in you. I found it in other people instead. These other 3 guys are so unexpected people. Seriously... I was thinking, is it because of the fact that my previous relationship hurt me so much that it turned me into a bitch that I am today? I knew deep down, I love you. But what the hell am I doing? You can't imagine how much guilt I felt when I was with you, when I met you, when you said I love you to me. I feel good and sometimes bad to see you. Till this day when I see you, I still feel guilty. The guilt never dies even if you say you forgive me. But so what? What done is done and I've learnt to move on from it. Lillian deserves you.
Dirty little secrets
There's this song 'Dirty Little Secret' by the All American Rejects. I like this song a lot. In the song, they're like happy to have it but in reality, dirty little secrets are to be ashamed of. This song taught me a lot. I always believe that everybody has dirty little secrets. I have a few that I shared with some guys. I cheated on my ex boyfriend, that's why I left him. Some guys are from a really good school and some well, just came from my school. There are truly very unexpected people, and I don't understand, why do I always get involve with UG people!? Some of them had girlfriends of their own and they feel guilty. Well, these secrets I have with them, some of them they told their girlfriend and some till this day kept mum. I regret having secrets with them, but some are sweet. I'd always remember them as a good memory and not a regret, it's like how I remember my first serious relationship.
Green Day
I love Green Day, I'm a very big fan. XD I'm a fan for about a year now, and I own about 5 Green Day albums. Well, during the period where I isolated myself, I listened to a lot of Green Day's music. Some of which the songs, I can relate to. Green Day was part of my healing process, that's why I grew to love Green Day. Their songs can relate to every day activities. That's what I like. Music to me now is essential, and I listen to Green Day everyday. I live by to their song, 'Minority' because I believe in believing the minority. And yeah, fuck those who don't. Green Day is awesome to me, and that's why I love their music. From my own past, I can relate to them with a lot of songs like, 'Wake me up when September ends', 'Jesus of Suburbia', 'Give me Novacaine', 'Longview', 'Welcome to Paradise', 'American Idiot', 'Redundant', 'Waiting', 'I was there', 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams', 'Homecoming', 'Letterbomb', 'Basket Case' and just so many more. I got influenced by them a lot, I ADMIT! It taught me how to deal with things.
The places that I've been to
I went to Bali, Indonesia with my parents before. It was at there where I said, 'Why are you guys walking up and down this path? You are so troublesome!' And only because of what I said, my parents keep talking about it even till now. They said, I'm mature from young. LOL! I went to KL, Genting and Cameron Highlands, Malaysia. I went to Bangkok, Thailand for Chinese New Year once. I've been to Korea with my parents when I was about 5 years old and from there I went to Disneyland, USA. So yeah, I've been to USA it was about 10 years ago. I went to Pulau Ubin 3 times so far. Twice for camp and once with my parents. And finally most recently, I've been to Vietnam for about a week with my school.
My parents
They're both 50 years old, born in 1959. They're about two months apart from each other. But they look like they're 50. My mom is also slightly taller than my father, which makes my mom taller than my dad and I. Well... They nearly got divorced when I was about 3 or 4 because my dad was very close to a lady. But that was in the past. My dad used to work for at Changi Airport as one of the airport security people. He always has interesting stories to share. But he quit when I went to kindergarten because he wanted to have more time with me. So now he works at the Habourfront Tower office for this gambling ship. He met several famous singers before. My mom worked in Isetan as a sales assistant for about 15 years. She works at Billabong now (that explains why most of my stuff is from Billabong). My dad often criticise everything. Even music. But he's still a kid at heart and he'd always be like a little boy annoying me and my mom. I remembered, we fought really badly once and I cried my eyes out about it and it seemed like after it, we're okay. We learnt to tolerate each other. It was really bad and it was bad because my eyes swell up the next day and it was pretty serious. My mom is a stubborn lady. She always say she's slow in the mind and she said its a good thing that I'm not like her because I think fast. But well, I don't like that statement of hers because I love her, she's my mom. I'm suppose to be like her. And I really feel like yelling at those people who criticize her work and her attitude. Both my parents can be kiddy, but that way, life would be more fun. It's cool to have such parents, best part is, they're 50 years old with no serious illness (except for my mom's asthma)!
Personal beliefs and thoughts
I always believe that nobody can criticize each other. We are who we are and nobody can change that to their own liking. I share a lot of my life with the people around me and I'm always more than willing to share it. It made me become who I am. Nobody is perfect, no matter where you're from. I also believe in getting it your way because you yourself know your way the best and you can't let others (including your parents) lead you by the nose to tell you what's best. Lots of people say 'whatever' nowadays and you can rarely hear it from me. I don't think a word of it solves everything. It just stays there. Isabelle and I once talked about it, it's a really sensitive issue to the both of us and all the interracial couples together. Well, we said... Some of us might really be meant for the opposite race. And I fully concur to it. For all my life, I've been a free thinker. The past relationship I had was with a malay and well, my flings are all malays. I just want to let my parents know that I'm not gonna loose the guy that I want to be with for the rest of my life because of religion matters. It doesn't matter to me, because love really pays. I just hope that my parents can except for who I want to be with and I know they're not gonna be happy about it, but what if he's truly meant for me? Well, bottom line is, I'm not gonna loose the one I love because of religion matters and I'll fight for the approval of my parents no matter what.
The love of my life, Rasrimin
When I see you for the very first time, my heart really tells me I love you. Why did I met you so late? What is it about you that I adore so much? Why do I see you when I close my eyes and even as I blink? Why am I really so in love with you? And.. WHERE'D YOU GO ALL MY LIFE?! You know, people tell me that you're imperfect. But I believe that it's like this... It's the imperfect things about us that makes us perfect for each other. I know I told this to my ex boyfriend before, but it suits me and you more. Sometimes I wonder about you so much. We have less than 24 hours together every week but it's just more than enough for me and I'm contended. I lost interest in other guys and you don't give me any reason to cheat on you. IF, IF, IF we were to go our own way next time, I have no regrets because at least I found a guy like you in my life. And till today, I believe that there is so much to know more about you. The way we met each other is still so unexpected to me, let alone when we found out where we live. Even as I think back, I'll go ,'WOW'. It makes me day when I struggle to get up and go to the MRT station with you in the morning. Why do I love you so much? I always feel this adrenaline rush even if we can only see each other for about 20 minutes or less. You mean so much to me. And yeah, I can feel like between you and me when we first talk over MSN, I feel the connection to you. It feels so different with you. It's something special. It's like, ever since we talk on MSN, we started to build a bridge into each other's hearts and entering it slowly. Sometimes, I just feel like sitting down and look at you all day long. And my dear, I know... We don't have a lot of time together. I understand that you have to work and well, I'm coping with my Fridays and weekends well. But there's one little stubborn thing about you, you accept, but never reject it even if you're unwell. I had a price to pay when I went for STC and Vietnam and that was, you. I missed you a lot, and I thought of you all along. Why didn't I felt like this before, well... I don't know. But I do know that I love you a lot. You know, some people ask me why I have a floorball around my bag. I would answer them, 'It's because my boyfriend plays floorball, and I support it.' NPCC used to be my world, and now you ARE MY WORLD! You are way, way, way more important than you. I used to sleep a lot and after I knew you, I don't even think that I need to sleep. It just feels so good to be with you, I can hardly describe it. What lies ahead of me and you can be unexpected and it can be good. I love you for who you are, and well, I LOVE YOU! xD You surprise me at times, and sometimes, you get me out of my own problems like money counting. Well, sometimes I just feel like jumping on you from the back and whisper I love you, to you. I better wrap it up here because I want you to have your rest, Mondays are always tired for you. And I know that so long as I don't finish it, you will wait for it till you get to read it first hand. Soooooooo...
I'LL END HERE!
So yes..... This is basically the summary of my life.
This feels so good, satisfaction guaranteed!
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Saturday, December 5, 2009
I've been wanting to do this post for a very long time now, and I know, it's kinda crazy to do this when it's 2 in the morning. I had quite some time to think back about my life for 15 years, and how I've became myself today. My life isn't perfect, how about yours? My life is like a novel, that's ho I joke around with it, maybe I can make money out of it. I'm only 16 after March next year and I've experienced so many things that some soon-to-be 16 year olds have not even yet experienced. If you're of those people whom I talked to you about my life, well, I trust you and I hope that whatever I experienced can be shared with you because I hope other people don't fall for it or get into deep hurt.
Right now, I feel rather emotionless when I think back. Please exit the internet browser if you don't like reading long stuff.
Born into 1994, I was raised in a proper family by my parents. They're both 50 years old this year. My mom was pregnant with me when she was 35, and it was only 2 years after my parents' marriage did they decided to have me. When I was a baby, I was still in my 5th uncles' house in the Hougang area. My parents moved into Tampines when I was a year old and I spent the next 12 years at that house. That's where all my childhood and my grandmother's memories are. I'm proud of myself, I use a pair of chopsticks and a rice bowl for my meals. I speak more chinese than English.
Tampines
I moved a couple of times. From Tampines Street 33 to Avenue 9 to finally where I live today, Street 41. I moved to my cousin's house at avenue 9 temporally because my parents didn't found a suitable house yet. I remembered I was the one who persuaded my parents to get this house, my dad was away in Thailand for some work business when I saw this flat with my mom. I liked it instantly though it was the smallest kind of the 3-room flat, 3I. I'm a single child and I live with my parents, this is the house that suits my family of 3 people.
My grandmother
My grandmother (my mom's mom) always stayed over at my house. She lived at Bukit Batok and she would take the train and the bus just to come visit me and my mom. I still can remember how she used to bring me to MacDonald's, to get me something to eat, how we used to talk to each other, and how I listened to her stories from the past. As I grew older, I became more apart from her. I didn't get to visit her more, and gradually, the visits lessened. She became sick when I was about 11 and I didn't visit her at all. I really wanted to, but what can I do? I was only 11 years old. When I did got a chance to visit her, she was lying on the bed, looking really pale. She was almost skins and bones. My relatives were all around her, and I didn't really get a chance to speak to her. When she got discharged from the hospital, my mom visited her more often, and so did I. But what the hell was I thinking? Whenever I visited her, I would complain to my mom and said visiting my grandmother was a pain. On the day she passed on, I remember, my 2nd aunt called to say she passed on at 12 noon and I was to tell my parents about the news. I hung up soon after, and I was stunned. The grandmother I loved dearly as a child was gone, and I wasn't there for her at all. I love her dearly, and even as 4 years has passed, it's the biggest life regret I had. I wanted to ask my grandfather for his forgiveness about her, but I guess I was too late too, because he's gone as well. He did forgive me, because when I asked him for it, he just gave a nod. I broke down when that happened, as my memory rests, I can never forget what I lost. I lost one of the most important figures in my life, and I wish she could be apart of it. But it's too late. 4 years has gone so fast...
My 5th uncle and auntie
My uncle and my auntie (my dad's 5th brother) is really awesome to me. He took really great care of me when I was young and I love him so much along with my auntie. Though they're divorced now, I still remember my memories with them. My uncle once asked my mom, 'why is your daughter so weird? I brought her to the candy store today and she didn't want anything. When I brought Jamie or Jeanie (my other cousins, they're sisters) to the store, they practically wanted everything.' Well, I don't know why, I just don't like candy. I have some candy from time to time, but not always. My uncle and auntie loved me dearly because they said, I'm special. When they ask me to wait a spot or place, I'll just stand there and wait. If they ask me to sit and wait, I'll be just sitting down and being all quiet. That's what they said about me when I was young. My uncle and auntie is just like my 2nd parents. My uncle is a charismatic man, but he's hitting 60 soon. As for my auntie, she's good looking for age, she's hitting 60 as well soon. I love them to death.
My family (dad's side)
My dad has 7 brothers and 2 sisters. His rank is the 9th in the family. My dad's side would be more noisy, because I have at least 30 cousins in total in which I don't know 10 of their names. The oldest cousin of mine is about 40 years old, I guess while the youngest is only 11. My cousin had kids and so, that makes me a aunt and I have a nephew and a niece. Surprisingly, my niece is a year older than me and my nephew is a year younger than me. And recently, their father went to report to the newspapers about his insurance claims thingy. Wth, what a scrooge. I can't believe I lived I met my so called cousin-in-law this year, he inspired me a lot to be a environmentalist. I still remember the talk he and I shared over his kitchen counter at his Kembangan home during Chinese New Year Eve, and we had Coke + Vodka. It was like a life changing moment for me to talk to him. Whenever there's dinner or something, we would gather at Yishun, the place where my auntie lives with my grandma.
My family (mom's side)
Now, my mom's side is sorta of like the 'higher class people'. My mom has 2 older brothers and 2 older sisters. She's the youngest. My 2nd aunt is more closer to my mom. There's one thing I dislike about her, she's rubbing it in when she talks about my grandmother. She really don't know how much I regret I felt, and how the guilt is killing me. Whenever we have dinner there, it's always a quiet one for me. Usually, I'll be bored to death. I'm the youngest cousin there, wth. I have 3 nieces here. And well, if there's a dinner or something, we'll be at Bukit Batok, but since both my grandparents are gone now, I don't know where's the next place for it.
Primary School life: Class of 1G to 6G, 2001 - 2006
I attended nursery school, and kindergarten. I remember my first day of primary 1 till now. I woke up in the morning, and my dad was still in bed. He woke up and taught me how to count money. He gave me 60 cents as my first pocket money. I held my mom's hand as I went to my school, and surprisingly, the uniform was comfortable. I met my buddy who's like this older kid in school to guide me during recess. I can't remember her name, but I remember her face. It's stuck in my mind. When I was primary 5, I met my own buddy who's in primary 1, her name was Ineza. Hahahahaaa, what a sweet girl, I thought she was. But well, we hit off pretty well. I miss my primary school buddies and when I moved on to secondary school, some of my primary school schoolmates went to the same school as me. Edwina, Cassandra, Luke, Irfan, Nabil (Eevee), Danial, Luqman, Syafiq. I still visit my primary school regularly with my old pals like June and Shu Xian, it's part of my childhood. I can never forget what happened in there like how I used to get yelled at by my teachers and staring at them back. Hahahaaa, good memories. And of course, how I used to run around in the library with my friends.
1st day in secondary school
Like any other students in secondary 1, I was a nerd. I was actually late for my first day in school. I took the train but I was dumb, I thought I know it all, but I didn't. As you guys might know, Temasek JC's uniform looks alike to my school uniform. When I alighted at Bedok, I followed a student from TJC, I thought she was from my school. I followed her down the train and walked for quite awhile to a bus stop. That was when it struck my mind, WRONG PERSON! LOL! It's funny. But well, I eventually found my school, because I followed another person and yeap, it's the right person to my school. My school was in Bedok in 2007, it's a holding site till it moved back to Tampines. Yeah, that's how I was for the first day.
CCA woes
When it was time to choose the CCA of my choice, I picked volleyball, wth?! It was under the influence of my ex boyfriend. He plays volleyball for Catholic High. He was definitely happy that I chose it, but I regret it so much. I went for the training only once and I transferred myself to NPCC under the influence of Edwina and Qian Ying. Well, I have no regrets about it and I joined the squad only in March 2007. A pleasant CCA, I thought. My parents were definitely happy and so was my cousin, Jeanie. She's from NPCC as well, area 4, I think. My school was a gold unit and it made things in unit strict and harsh. My squad instructor was CI Steven and from time to time, we got 'pumped' by him. But it's all over in 2009, when we're the NCOs of the unit. I went through major events like Area 9 Games Day 2009 as a referee for the girls', NPCC Day Parade 2009 in the GOH contingent, helped out in the campfire preparation up to midnight in school for the student counsellors in 2008, I was the head of administration for the secondary 1 UG camp 2009, courses like Civil Defence, SANA, Police Knowledge, National Heritage and NCO course which I became the coordinator for 2009. But I wasn't much of the coordinator after the stupid conflict with Irfan which was eventually solved. I went to area 9's STC as the campfire emcee and still proud of it! I own a drill cane, but the drill cane is longer than my arm.. ):
There's still part II, and I'll continue it tomorrow. It's like a book when I try to type about my life. It might be weird to you, but I just want to see how long it can be. I'm contented with my life and I went through a lot, how about you?
***These paragraphs that I wrote are just a brief summary and it's not a whole.
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Friday, December 4, 2009
I just found out something. Isabelle, if you see this, you better keep an eye out for me, because I'm so gonna curve more with you! KNS!~
I watched 2012 with Rasrimin today and honestly, when he called, I was still in bed. After I was done, he called again and he told me to get out of the house now before it rains. Right after he hung up, it rained. WTH! I took a big umbrella out with me but I left it in the toilet. It was the same umbrella that made me paiseh last time when I met Shanur for the Vietnam trip project. I hit a lady today by accident and it seems like she's not happy, she gave me this really sick look... Wth... Like what Khalis always say, she's so fugly. And my dear, you look nice with my Vietnam bag eh. A little like mat, but nice. ^^ I waited for you for approximately 15 minutes outside the toilet.
2012 was a nice movie, at least in a way, it shows the optimistic side of the apocalypse. But there are people who died, and I hope it's what they deserve. It's really scary when everything goes down and gets burnt by the Earth's core with some other parts of the world being hit by a giant tsunami. I do believe in armageddon, philosophers from the past like Nostradamus(?) predictions were right, he predicted about Hitler, WWI. It's really astonishing because he predicted historical people and events about a thousand years before. The Earth is showing signs of armageddon. But well, what to do, if my memory serves me right, the Mayans said it's like the cleansing of the world.
When the movie was coming to an end, the lady said to the guy, 'where have you been all my life?' Like wth, it's my question to the love of my life! AHHHH, she copied me, sayang! But hey, when I asked you, 'where have you been all my life?', it's the first time this question popped into my mind and I asked you with all my heart. It comes from the heart. And when I say I love you, I really do mean it and please don't ask, 'why should I believe you?'. I really did mean it. Well, let me ask you back one question, what do you see when I look at you in the eyes? I see you, you're in me and I'm in you. Let ask you back a question, 'Did you hear anything when you said why should I believe you?'
Isabelle and I are talking over msn now, I thought of a idea for the Curves' one month anniversary, it's come Dec 26th. It's very near one of our Curves' birthday soooooo... SHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Rasrimin, you still owe me a answer before I went to Vietnam. You have yet to tell me why I'm so fantastic to you. Hahahahahahaaaaaa, got you back!
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Thursday, December 3, 2009
Facebook is officially flooding my email inbox. It's all emails about my friends tagging themselves in my pictures. 167 new emails, WTH! But yeah, I deleted them all. I got a really big shock...
I went out with my curves today to eHub to catch New Moon the movie. I was kinda late and Asyraf called. I told him to walk to the library and we catched a taxt together to go to eHub. I must say, it might be a nice novel but the movie was kinda boring. I nearly fell asleep. But well, I found my own entertainment by disturbing Isabelle as usual. Danial and Khalis was like making extra sound effects and comments. Fun movie, even though it was boring. Hahahahaa... The movie was kinda long for about 2 hours ++ and we went to KFC to takeaway our lunch to Pasir Ris Park. We had it at the BBQ pit and some guys who looked like park rangers told us to clean up the place. Hahahahaha, I had some nice winglets snacker. I miss it.. ): We were actually heading to the playground, but we stopped so the guys played soccer or volleyball. And guys will be guys.. Hahahaha, and dang, Eevee was so innocent, Danial and Khalis kept bullying him. Eevee is toooooooooooo innocent lahh, by the way, he looks so Eevee. Hahahaha! We took some curve pictures by the rocks. I hope it's nice, it was taken by Khalis' camera. We eventually took a train back to Tampines to get our friendship bands, orange for the girls, and purple for the guys. I hope it looks nice. Hahahaha, so yeah. It's on our right ankles. We're also gonna celebrate our one month anniversary on Dec 24th! Hahahaha..! I wonder how the hell we're gonna celebrate it. My love was coming, and we were sorta waiting for him at the Coffee Bean, Starbucks was very, very crowded. And I ordered some weird drink... LOL! It cost me $5.60. I spent my money so fast today. Dang... We ended out outing by having a very early dinner at Food Culture. After the meal, the guys left and we were alone.
I feel so excited today, I can't wait to use my headphones properly. The sound quality is so awesome. There's finally proper music to my left ear. Hahahaha, stupid old earpiece of mine. My previous headphone was about 3 months old and the wire got snapped by me by accident on one evening. May you rest in peace, by headphone and welcome the new one. Ahahaha! The previous one was green, now it's like greenish-blueish. I love it so, but I love the love of my life. Omg lahhhhhh, why am I so obsessed with him?! HAhahaha.. And why is he so obsessed with me?!
I had a fun day. And best, I'm gonna watch 2012 tomorrow!
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I slept at 2 in the morning and I woke up at 0730. I'm sorry my dear, I didn't wake up to call you. After sending you to the MRT when you just walk off without saying bye, I went to MacDonald's since my mom wants some breakfast. Soon enough, both my parents went to work. I slept later than them but woke up earlier. LOL! Pretty soon, I started to prepare to go out to meet my curves at Tampines Mall. I met Isabelle at about 1215 at the MRT station.
We went to KFC, but Danial and Khalis was a little late. We talked a lot during our lunch. The 3 of them each had a chance to meet and talk to my boyfriend. Heh heh heh... ^^ Even when Firdaus joined us a little late, he still ran over and said hi. Danial, Khalis, Isabelle and I went to 77th street and X-Craft to look at friendship bands. Isabelle and I got a friendship band together. It's nice. Hahahaha, we're planning to have one with all the curves, but Isabelle and mine is special, its to let us remember what we did when we're in Vietnam. LOL!!! Orange is for international lesbian colour (I heard) and purple is for international gay colour. Firdaus was kinda upset, but well, I hope he's okay. Everybody just needs to struggle a little get it'll be over. You can't possibly be stopping at a point of when your life is sad. We eventually walked around and went to Sunplaza Park. Danial and Khalis took some curve shots. Hahahaha...
I've decided, I'm fed up with facebook. I'm gonna pass to Khalis my thumbdrive with all my pictures inside for the Vietnam trip. I wonder what he and my boyfriend talked about... DANG!
I also went to Rachel's birthday party at Pasir Ris Park. I feel proud of myself, I walked from the interchange to the other end of Pasir Ris Park which took me about 20 or 30 minutes. I reached about 7, and I went off at 2030 in a cab with Jia Hui, Kang Lin and Joey. I stopped by my house, and I got Straits Times for my dad.
My dad was talking to me just now. I realized that it's really kinda like a torture to listen to somebody talk when you're sleepy. I passed through it eventually~
So yeah, this is how my day ends~
P.S. Why am I so obsessed with you?!
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