MY TRASH

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Alerrrrrr.. It's 2010 now. 2009 was a awesome year, I guess. But I wasn't ready for 2009. I gotta admit, I have the holiday mood through 2009. Now that I experience the taste of nearly getting retained, I really gotta study. And I feel so blessed to have and know Rasrimin as my boyfriend, he motivated me to study back, no doubt about that and I know that I shouldn't thank him, because he's my boyfriend, but I can't express how grateful I am to have him. I love you, dear~

Sometimes, I wish 2012 ain't true. Me and Isabelle and Khalis were talking about it. Our lives would be just wasted. I told them, if 2012 is really true, you'll see me turning into a Muslim before I die. I wanna die of a drug overdose, at least I'll die happily. LOL..

For the year of 2009, I've been through these things, these various events in summary of course...

January: CCA Bazaar, NPCC fitness test (PASSED! :DDD)
February: I pierced my tongue before Secondary 3 camp, secondary 3 camp, made friends with Iqbal, Acap (JYSS), Hakim and Shahril
March: Got SGT rank, Secondary 1 UG camp, my birthday, bumped into Iqbal and friends in Pasir Ris
April: Area 9 Games Day as referee, NPAP
May: Birth of my godson after getting 'sexually harrassed' by his parents, Green Day's 8th studio album was out, 21st century breakdown!!!!!!!! (I went to the Heeren's HMV to get it, okay..)
June: Various NPCC courses, Police Knowledge, and.. I forgot.. -.-
July: Can't remember... Did I met Shahril a couple more times in July? -.-
August: Did I got my SSGT rank in August? -.- Met Ineza for the first time after 3 years.
September: On Sept 15th, my grandmother's birthday, my grandfather passed away peacefully on that day. How sweet can they be?
October: I met the love of my life after my mom's birthday, how wonderful is that? (: I love you, Rasrimin!!!!! NCO Course 2009 as coordinator (sadly, nobody knows)
November: Survival Training Camp at Pulau Ubin as emcee for the campfire night (: Went to the Vietnam Trip, that's how I met my darling curves! :D
December: A somehow, so called wonderful reunion for songleaders. But a fun one for Khalis' birthday! XD

Next year is a senior for me in school, yeaaa.. It's gonna be like any other senior year where there's full of lectures for assembly, like how to study well. For now, all I wish for 2010 is to pass my N levels, and that's all I want and hope for.

Soooooo.. I spent my day pretty much at home. June texted me to say she can't meet e for lunch anymore. Sad siaa.. I was polishing his leather shoes with the classic way of a cloth, kiwi and droplets of water. But it didn't work, guess these leather shoes aren't meant for it. And my dear, I know you're gonna serve some rich ass and you wanna look your best, so I stayed up to get it done. Lucky I bought some leather shoes product. LOL! I'm gonna miss you today~~

My dad called for some contractors do fix up some stuff at home, and they spent about 3 hours for it and I had to be at home all day to watch them. While they were doing, I received a call from Yong Sheng, he called to ask how I was, and he told me he's worried for his sister. Well, I'm sorry that I didn't sound concerned enough, there were some renovation works. She's a tough lady, she'll make it through. And ah sooooo, I went to lepak for a very short while after everything was completed with Khalis and Danial under my block and they bought headbands. They look like some bapokes going to the gym, but seriously, they look nice. Coconut trees.. :DDD No sarcasm or what, it came from the heart. After we went off, I headed to 7-11 for some stuff and I saw Jason, I wanted to ask him for some stuff, but guess not. :D

And at the last hour of 2009, I spent it with my mom having MacDonald's as supper. xD I think I did a great job around the house today, so proud.. ahahah..

I can't wait for the 1st day of school now, down with those teachers who wanna get their homework. -.-

I also want to name 2009 a revolutionary year in my life even though it might be too early to some people. I met the love of my life, Rasrimin and it's soooooooo awesome. It's been countless times since I have such a post, but I just wanna say it again. (: I finally met a guy whom I asked, 'where have you been all my life?' Hahahaa, it's sorta silly, but it just feels so good to be with you. You are too good for me too, my dear. It seems like we're both too good for each other. I have tears of joy when I think about how you and I started. You touched my heart always. Most recently in Popeye's when we had lunch. You know I don't really know how to get the meat off of the bone and the chicken was steaming hot, yet you helped me get the meat off. I can see it was quite tough, the chicken was really hot and yet you helped me with it when you can continue happily eating your lunch. You touched my heart for that and the same thing goes to when we were in Changi Village having Nasi Lemak. Where can I have another Rasrimin like you? >< color="#ff6600" size="5">what's mine is yours, and what's yours is mine too.

You know, it's still funny and I always feel so 'wow' when I think back of our first conversation over msn. And how we say we wanted to stay up late to talk to each other. It's just amazing, it's like a fairy tale if you tell somebody we know. And you said that you blog on my behalf before new year and well.. It's new year, so you lied! ): KNS~ But well, it's never too late, right? Oh yeaaahhh! I wanna officially declare what BASTARD means.

Best
At
Saving
Trees
Always
Rasrimin,
Duhhh!

Well, of course there's other versions. This is one of those which I like, I'm a very environmental person after all.. xP Since you found out what BITCH means for me, I found out what BASTARD means for you. So you're a BASTARD, and I'm a BITCH! :D Alerrrrrr... I really love youuuuuu.. I'm so grateful to meet you, so happy to know you. And till today, thank you for not pushing me back to somebody since you say you thought of letting me go before because of him. To me, you're truly somebody awesome in your own way, and I can't express how much you are to me. You are more than the world, the oxygen that I breathe in. LOL! I'm beginning to get your literature thingy, I guess.

I LOVE YOU MY LOVE RASRIMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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