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MINORITY
I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority
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Minority - Green Day
MXYLO
Crap it all out, crap it all out...
Get to the toilet if you need to crap.
I don't have a tagboard, and I couldn't less
Friday, July 9, 2010
Hi everybody, Heather Foo is in a daze right now.
Scenario 1
Rasrimin has no work today but prepaid is low. He received my msg but couldn't reply. Maybe he went home alone from Choa Chu Kang and not with his friends, causing Heather to be lost. Now he's back at home on the lappy on his bed, and fell asleep with internet problems causing him not to online. And Heather is in a daze, because the radar in her mind broke down due to unforeseen circumstances.
Scenario 2
Rasrimin supposedly has no work today but got called back last minute.
Scenario 3
Rasrimin is just too tired.
Scenario 4
Rasrimin went home alone with his phone switched off because of low prepaid and he was asleep during the journey. He went back home and got called to get dinner for family.
There is just so many scenarios in my mind. How does it feel like to meet somebody you have decided you want to be with and not be with somebody else? I have guy friends, and I'm around them to cover up the pain. What pain? What pain do you have, Heather? The pain of missing somebody dearly, and not knowing what he/ she is up to. Ever felt that way? Hi 5!
Dear Rasrimin,
By the time you read this, it might be a few days later or so, or maybe a few hours later after this post is published. My thoughts really are confirmed today and I have to face it. After the whole ITE college West is merged as one in Choa Chu Kang, this means that I'd get to see you lesser, and lesser. After school, I go to sleep on my couch getting ready to go out. I hold on to my phone to sleep making sure I won't miss your calls or smses. Well, I always feel the same darn thing occasionally. Do you feel it? You know, when we first met and stuff, we each had like a 'radar' some part of us knowing what we think, what we feel, what we want, what we're doing and where we are. This 'radar' must have malfunctioned. My pain can go away with a snap of my fingers, but it doesn't seem to get better.
I've been told what to do and what not to do all my life, and I just want to find what I believe. That is why, maybe I should go MIA. I wanted to sit under tree infront of your room window. I wanted to sit there and wail loudly that I want you now. I want you to hold me like you never did before, I want you to kiss my bruises, I want you to know how different I am, I want you to know how fucking different I am from other girls that you can ever know. I don't want to loose you. You better don't think about letting me of me again, because I'm not gonna do that and you better not think of it. This time can you come back and sing to me?
My worst fear is here, my heart is dying. You know I love you, and I do. I want you to remember it always. I hope your heart is not like mine too, because I believe that there is hope for my heart to be revived. Please, please, please revive it. Do or say anything. I just need that. I need that reassurance. I don't want other guys to revive it for me, I want you to revive it for me. Please? Please just stop getting it in your mind only. Please do something. Please. I really do hope you are trying. I know you have time. I know you do. I'm a big fat sucker for love.
Please revive my heart, because I can't help myself now... If I don't pick up your calls or reply you back mean I'm on MIA.
Love you forever, Rasras...
Help me..
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My name is Heather.
Here are some things to share with you;
I admire Will Champion
I adore Tre Cool
I salute Sid Vicious
And I love RASRIMIN! WEEEEEE!! :DDD
I have dirty little secrets, do you?
Everybody has dreams, including me. I'd like to be a multi-instrumentalist person.
I have dirty little secrets that I'm proud of, because it made for who I am today.
I am not normal, I can be manly and a girly girl whenever I want to. But most of the time, I'm just me. (:
I'm the sweetest bitch you'd ever meet. :D
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