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Saturday, August 14, 2010
Dear potential husband,
I'm glad to talk to you today over msn for quite a bit, and I do hope so that I can see you tomorrow... To add on some mystery, here's my thoughts in Chinese. (:
我希望明天真的能够见到你。我真的真的不想要能把机会给泡汤。
It BLOWed up at 9:24 AM
Friday, August 13, 2010
I went to school today feeling a little different. Wanna know why, wanna know why? I had a can of milo instead of red bull! More healthy! LOL! I had it in class during the English mock test, and I pretty much took out some work for show, I was lying down and BAMMMMMMMMM! Fell asleep. Later on Mr Ng yelled that he didn't want anybody sleeping and yelled for Jan and Shahrul to wake up. But he didn't notice me at the corner back of the class. ^^ Chinese lesson after recess was being replaced with Physics, and what did we do again for Physics? Some questions, my paper was missing out a page on e.m.f. and potential difference, the circuit diagram. Don't know, don't care. I did what I can.
State 2 differences between velocity and speed, this question popped out for Ngee Ann Secondary's prelim paper that my tutor gave.
Velocity is a vector quantity while speed is a scalar quantity.
We had a Chemistry mock test again, I wasn't well prepared, tried to do, but fell asleep. xD
I head home after my session with wu lao shi, what do you expect me do to when I wait for Kang Lin? I was opposite school, waiting, waiting, waiting.. 1530.
So she and I finally head to the gym, feeling a little bimbotic. First time's the charm~ AND I WANNA DIG OUT HER EYES, BLOODY SHOW OFF..And we had to sign out at 1700. D: But we bumped into SUNNY! :D
And we went over to the library to look for Edwina, and that is when I got asked out by Spiros to go to town with your friend Q (he's sexy, really sexy with his trousers O:). I was rather happy, I didn't want to spend my Friday just like that. I went back home leaving Edwina and Kang Lin at the library when I got bad news.. I ain't going to town anymore. ): I was all ready and the sad part was receiving news when you're ready to go out. I even got permission to go from parents dearest. -.- And so I went back to the library, talked a little. Not a little, rather much. Ahahahahaha.
And my day just ends off like this, what more can you expect?
Dear Rasssssss,
I suffered an anxiety attack today after my recess at 1030. I'm shaking, sweating, feeling nausea. I got a missed call from you. O: Hope it doesn't mean anything, I'm pretty sure you dialled the wrong number. Did you? Hyperventilation too. Abnormal breathing, heart rate too fast. I hope you have the time of your life with YOG and you won't .......................................
P.S. WHY MUST YOU LOOSE YOUR SNEAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Toot toot.. -.-
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Thursday, August 12, 2010
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority
I pledge allegiance to the underworld
One nation under dog
There of which I stand alone
A plead in the crowd
Unsung, against the mold
Without a doubt
Singled out
The only way I've know
'Cause I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority
Stepped out of the line
Like a shiverance from the herd
Marching out of time
To my own beat now
The only way I know
One light, one mind
Flashing in the dark
Blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts
"For crying out loud" she screamed over me
A free for all
Fuck 'em all
You and your own sight
I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority
It BLOWed up at 9:02 AM
Today in class, I did some Maths, got back my English. My class did this mock test few weeks before. It was a Springfield 2008 English prelim paper for NA. I've got 35 over 60. There's the results for you, if you you do bother to come over to this page to read up on what I've been doing. If you do bother, what a sweetheart. :D I've got 28 over 50 for Social Studies, that's a first. :O I've got greater confidence in Geography, and I really do hope to pass Humanities. That'd really really really be a first. And I really liked what Mrs Tan said today about the small conflict that happened. Not siding anybody, but she did made her point about how you should react when you're really angry. I'm finally beginning to see the wise side of her. HAHAHAH!!
Alfian and I fought again today. Maybe we're really great friends, that's why we're meant to fight? Syafiq and he wanted to walk with me to 7-11, but Alfian got pissed off and he was yelling over the phone. And he walked away, Syafiq chased him. Maybe it's because of her again, that's why he's behaving that way. I thought it was the only right thing to do when you feel pissed off, walk away. He and I just made up a few days ago, and he was like finding fault with me again? Cut me some slack, Das-man. He was pissed off with me now that I didn't do anything, wow! It isn't the first time for me, I got used to it. But I'm so sick of it. We still made up finally.. Just stop being so ignorant. I'm not somebody who you can vent your frustrations on. What I wrote to you was a 100% percent with true feelings and thoughts. If you think that's a fake, then don't fucking want it from me in the first place then. And thanks for wishing my life would suck very much and be meaningless. Thank you! I'd always believe that after fighting, there's always something to learn and bit by bit, we can understand each other more. But who am I to say it?
While walking home, Desmond msged.. I really, really, really didn't expect he'd really be coming over. But hey, you've gotta meet your friends! Sorry.. O.O
Dear Razzzzzz,
How are ya recently? I'm sure you have something regarding the YOG tomorrow, since it starts on Saturday. I wonder how's your thoughts right now. I'm rather scared that you'd forget me, but I don't think you will. I told my 2nd parents that I've really got a boyfriend, boyfriend when I was semi-drunk. I really missed you, and I believe that after every episode of fighting, we'd understand each other more, and well love is indeed patient and understanding. I hope you'd talk to me soon, because I don't know when this little 'vacation' ends. I hope you miss me as much as I do, because I hope that I'm that 'She's the best girl I ever had' The Clash sings for I fought the law. It's from a song, one of my favourites. You must have gotten a lot of spare time now for YOG. Well, see you when I see you again~ Will you tune in to this blog, actually? But I'm very sure you're asleep now. It's 11.46pm. If you're not asleep, what would you be doing? I'd be heading to Pasir Ris next week, to relive everything again. (: I really really won't want you to see so annoyed with me, so.. THE END!
P.S. Happy Birthday again, Spirossssssss!
It BLOWed up at 7:55 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Down to ACE, the teachers had to settle some administrative problems with those nasty SGCs that were repeatedly being written by us. Later during Maths we sort of had 3 periods of it, and our mother tongue was being used for Maths. The idea wasn't productive at all, we were talking and some of us fell asleep. Some of us like me. :D Meanwhile, wu lao shi took time to call us out to tell us what was our problems with chinese. I told her that I really hope to do well for my chinese paper 1, I really did memorize the format for 报章报道.
Physics was a drag too, thanks for demoralizing me again, I'd prove you so damn wrong. I'm gonna work hard for it, and you're not gonna get credit for it. I don't think I'm worth your focus. POA zoomed passed too, and it started raining heavily during Physics and even till we end our lessons for the day.
I was wondering how the hell am I gonna get out of school without being soaked. But well, half way through my walk towards a old friend, I bumped into Hafiz and somehow or rather shared the umbrella with him. For just less than 5 minutes only. ): I should have ask him to over to the school gate, but I didn't. D:
So I went home straight to change up, and met Juju! After that, he went through the past year's retrospect in 2009 and 2008. He was commenting on every girl he saw. Some were nasty and some were nice. He even told me interesting stories. AHAHAHAHAHA!!
There was this short programme about YOG earlier today, and it reminded me that YOG is just starting this Saturday. Wowerz. This is probably the longest time that I didn't see you, talk to you. If you're wondering how I'm doing recently, I'm fine, I guess. I've been trying to do some work for my prelims which ends on next Thursday. Physics, Chemistry. And I am still waiting for you, I'm not changing a single bit. I hope it's worth the wait. Maybe it'd just groom my patience.
P.S. I'm going blind. REALLY.
It BLOWed up at 7:32 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Everytime I go out with my parents, my friends would msg me at the wrong timing. I was at town today somewhere behind Raffles City and a msg read,
'Where you?'
'Town'
'Oh.. Enjoy yourself. I'm at Tampines ah, thought you at home...'
WAHLAOOOOOOOZZ!!!!! But well, at least I had something today at this Italian restaurant with my 2nd pair of parents. We stayed there for nearly 4 hours after that buffet lunch with my relatives (mom's side).
Hooray! I just wasted my weekend like that.
Happy in Advancement for your birthday this Friday, Spiros!
All I can do all these while during the weekends and today was to think of you, Rasty Floorballerzzzzzzzz
I miss youuuuuuuuu and it's gonna be a week since I last saw you soon.. )':
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Sunday, August 8, 2010
I adore the Sex Pistols. It wasn't easy when Glen left, but they still made it. 'If Johnny was the voice of punk, then Sid should be the look of punk', Right you are. You don't find bands like them nowadays and they inspired bands like Green Day. Amazing blokes.
Sid Vicious. You're just wow, you know? Many people wondered why did you take your own life, maybe because Nancy is dead. No matter how horrible Nancy was, you still loved her. What a sweetheart.
To me, music makes the world go round. If it wasn't for music, I won't be around. And thank you, Green Day for saving me from my way of life three years ago. Deep lyrics that depicts everyday life. You three made me realize that I should be a individual, and I am a individual living as a minority.
Tre Cool, you insipired me a lot. 3 years ago, this was in my mind. 'I wanna be just like you and everything can fuck off!'
If it weren't for music, I'd still be a emo kid, regretting my desicions.
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