MINORITY
I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'Cause I want to be the minority
Now Playing:
Minority - Green Day
MXYLO
Crap it all out, crap it all out...
Get to the toilet if you need to crap.
I don't have a tagboard, and I couldn't less
Monday, September 27, 2010
UMMMMM.. Since 'N' levels is just next week (Oct 4th), I have to study... Sooo.. I'd only post whenever I feel like it. :D
So umm.. Thanks for sending me home today, without you I'd be drenched and soaked. I had fun crossing the road with you. Hahahahahaha. Lucky you do live close to me. Thanks, Rusty. (:
I need to save money, and lots of it. I have many creditors. ~.~
Wish me luck!
P.S. I'm not done with you yet.. (YES, YOU! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!)
It BLOWed up at 6:33 AM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
R.I.P. Grumpy. I'd never forget you and I'd never forget who caused me so much pain. I wanted a grumpy bear, but you're gone now. )': Clive is a big fat nerd.
TODAYYY!!! I like the weather today. (: I woke up with a surprise, the dishes since last night wasn't done. Zzz. He is sure as lazy as Brutus the bear from the National Geographic channel. I head to Orchard today. I thought we're all gonna watch a movie. But LOL! Today was fine. After hanging around in Forever 21 for 10 minutes, I've got great idea for my prom and now, with the prices in my mind, it's a big headache. But I can borrow it from friends, right? O.O I'M GOING TO PROM, SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!! WATCH OUT, BITCH.
I saw quite a number of shops selling Doc Marts. I pretty much have a idea of what I wanna get now. A simple black one with white laces for F-R-E-E-D-O-M! I tried on a sidezip today, it feels comfortable and it does keep me warm! AHAHAHAH! But it costs a bomb. Zzz.
After getting back home, the dishes still isn't done. Well, it's a task for me now! And yeahhh.........
Dear GRRRRR
HI! I still wanna have KFC! And, and, and you look like a Singaporean, just somehow not much of a malay guy looking. :OOO And can you buy me a Grumpy Bear, please? That's all I ask. ):
P.S. R.I.P. Grumpy.
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Friday, September 24, 2010
Here it goes, another day has passed again.
Class was fine, especially without somebody in class today. I noticed that I've slept for a straight 5 school days in class, at least for 30 mins per school day. LOL. I had something 'special' today during recess, and I don't think there's any difference with a concicious Heather and a under influnenced Heather. :D
After class while waiting for Kang Lin, I bumped into Khalis and well... For old time's sake. :) He's doing goooooooooooood with Ili, I'm happy for him. :D And well, I went off to the gym with Kang Lin and well, I bumped into YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! on the way. Hehehehehheheehehehehehee. :)))) As short as ever. I wonder what special occassion it was today, a whole lot of Pasir Ris sec people were there in the gym, especially the lower secondary guys. WTH?!?!?! Pak Keng and Samuel were there too, it's been awhile since I saw them. I'm pretty sure I wasn't too hard to spot with a bright yellow shirt. ~.~ As we left, Jared came. LOL. Kang Lin and I then head down to the pool to watch Rayen, Rong Yun and Jerry. WOOOOOOOOOO!
Chubby is a nicer word for fat. And she pretty much forked out a dollar, 50 cents for both of us to enter the swimming complex, just to make fun of them. Hahahahahaha. Worthwhile, I guess.. And OMG! THE CHICKEN FROM THAT STALL IN THE SWIMMING COMPLEX IS GOD DAMNED DELICIOUS! NO BONE IN THE CHICKEN SOMEMORE! WAHLAOOOOOOOO! DAMN SHIOK! Shiok until have to steal money from Rayen... ~.~
Dr Cash $4 Cr Creditor - Rayen $4
The U.K. banadana costs $3 only!!!!!!!
Dear B.A.S.T.A.R.D
I'm shocked you got 'it'. Damn your classmate. Please rest more on yourself to prevent fatigue. Fatigue isn't great, you know.. Well, it is related to 'it'. LOL, 'it'. Btw, can we go swimming together sometime? PLEAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!?! And, and, and can you have KFC with me again?!?!?!? PLEASE? ):
P.S. Prom or no prom? $35..
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
MUSIC IS EVERYTHING.
Gene Simmons is a great father, he could have died early, but he's 61 already. And irony here is, KISS's lead singer is Starry Eyed.. HAHAHAHA!
Ever wonder how juicy a sandwich can be? In between the sandwich is the meat, cheese, vegetables. My stomach is growling while I'm typing this. I miss subway. ): WELL! My main point is, Alfian and I got sandwiched. Apparently, I'm the meat and he's the lettuce. Del wanted to pull Farah in, so that makes her the cheese. And Del and her are the bread. Get my story? (:
Big Gulp in the morning is a bad idea.
I hate seeing that bitch's face, hope your eyes get blind by that contact lens.
I like sleeping in class with the air entering my stomach.
Finally had a class photo. :D
Dear nimirsar,
I miss takopachi. ): Can treat me some? (:
P.S. Grumpy bear
It BLOWed up at 8:09 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
'If you happen to be a friend of a couple who are together for years, and in a midst of a fight, they decided that you should be in that 'buffer zone' and they expect you to solve their problems, what would you do?'
F her, I did what I can and well, it ain't appreciated. Fucked up lah. Thanks Aden Ardel, you're still a asshole. Ahahahaha. Hope to see you soon...
Get well soon, Clive! I finally knew what's influenza B today... At least she called you.. 8) Stop theory-ing to me about motorbikes, pretty please?
After school, I dashed off with Alfian to find Del. But who knows? I was fucking unappreciated. Alfian and I planned to drive him away. If this goes on, she's gonna fucking loose everything.
Only thing that kept me smiling till now was, I met my old primary school friends. It's been 4 long years, I'm glad to see them. Well, MOST of them. (: And I discovered most of them are at least a head taller for the guys, not boys anymore, but guys. I had a great time in Seoul Garden. :D
Dear goodol'whatshisname,
Good luck for your motorbike driving course, EVERYTHING. I'm happy. (: And, and! Safety is priority. Hope too see your chubby face soon,
Sincerly, whatsername (it's a song by Green Day)
P.S. CLASS PHOTO SESSION!
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
'Make poverty history'
I'm halfway there. I hope by learning Geography in school, it does help with my dream. What Mr Ng asked today was a great question, 'Do you regret taking Geography?' HELL NO.
AH WELL, I just got lectured again, 3 hours of lecture in 2 days from Dad. GREEAAAAT. If you can see inside my head, you'd know what I hide. My life is too way advanced beyond my years and I always believe that makes me for who I am. But well, I have no regrets. And I am enjoying life now, better off than some of my cousins who are at least twice as old as me. I know what I'm doing outside.
School was fine, and it seems like Geography took forever... -.-
1 and a half more weeks for normal school days! Which is equivalent to about 10 more days.
Dear R.A.
I love you. (: It might be awhile since we said that phrase. <------- And, and... I really wanna engrave it somewhere in your mind or physical body that... 'Even if we hate each other, I'll always be there. I'll always, always be there.' Will you be there? (: And btw, as you see this, you owe me a sms. YOU JUST HUNG UP ON ME!!!!!!!!! )': Well, I miss your chubby chubby face a lot, that's for sure. Can I bite on them?
Last weekend felt like a holiday, and I haven't got much sleep. How am I gonna go to school like this? I'm sure the rest are feeling the same too.
I slept at 1, thanks to Das-man and woke up at 8. The rest of the day was pretty much fucked up because my dad has been criticizing about me or some other things the whole time. I'm not spread any hatred message or what, but if he can do a better job, it's great. Instead of criticizing all day long, he himself perhaps should do something about it instead of yanking. And I'm sorry, I saw my cousins as though like they're strangers to me now. I don't know what's wrong with me being with them, I lost the bond. So quit talking behind my back to the others, I lost the damned bond, no connections, no nothing.
After getting home, it's like for the first ever time, it's like a sin to sleep on the sofa. And I really wanna bleach and scrub my tongue and throw up whatever I ate in the morning.. It made me felt so sick, even mom agrees!
The year now is 2010. 10 years ago, I was 6, enjoying my kindgeraten years. And I still remember that when I'm younger, whenever I take the train and pass Simei to Tanah Merah, I told my parents that that's gonna be my future school. That school is ITE Simei, and it's rather unbelievable for me that I'm gonna persue my studies there next year, that is unless if I get in there and it seems like I'm fighting with every other NA student to get there. Time flies... and 10 years ago, I was a shy little girl. But look at me now! :D
The future is still distant, but I'm afraid of it. I know things can't go my way, and life isn't fair. But well, I still hope for whatever that's most likely to come true. And there are indeed some people in my life who I don't want to loose at this point of time. I'm afraid of my own future, ain't that hilarious? Be it another 10 or 20 years later, I don't want to be a working class regretting not living my life. And after today being at my relative's house, I find that it's still best to have more than 1 children, because he/she might be bored while being at your relative's house. It happened to me, I'm an only child and I was bored to death at my relative's house. So, I'm gonna make sure history doesn't repeat itself even though it's too early to talk about it. First girl's gonna be Farrah! First boy's gonna be Billie! -.-
Well... Another thing is, I'm glad that Alfian and I have resolved everything. And he finally know how precious friends can be. Slow.. DASANI SUCK!!
P.S. This was written on Sunday night, but my lappy was a bitch, it blacked out. -.-
As I close my eyes before I sleep, your face appeared and left me a smile. :)
It BLOWed up at 8:16 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2010
School is about to end soon, and I did had a great time with my friends for Hari Raya. In my life, I faced people which I really don't like. Even as you don't like that person, whether or not because of their character or the way they talk, it's still them and I have to accept that. They are for who they are, and I'm sorry that so many others talked about you and others.
Visiting my friends' house for Hari Raya is indeed my first ever time. And I'd like to thank Effa for inviting. There was so much tension going on before it actually happen on the outings, but well, it's still solved. I really loved every single part of it, and I'm glad it somehow did make it well. Some of us will be leaving the class for ITE next year, and some of us would stay for sec 5. This is perhaps the greatest moment EVER for us class of 4A2, 2010.
You are somebody that I want, not hope for and well.. The others are somebody that I dreamt for, and not want. I'm glad that things are fine, it wasn't what I wanted, but at least it's better. I simply adore you, and you are one hell of a guy. I mean it. I'm young, yessss. But well, I don't ever want to give up on you, and I want you to never give up on me. I'm pretty sure your NS years will be gone in a flash, I'm trying to psycho that into my mind, and it's a success. And well.. I did got well wishes from my friends about me and you. Soooo..
HAPPY 11TH MONTHSARY!!!! Is that how you spell it? Sorry. PS!
It BLOWed up at 8:57 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
'The beauty of a pencil...' that's my thought of the day. :D
Amazingly, I've been sleeping in the morning, waking up in the morning. I heard Clive's whines 2 nights ago, and last night was pretty much my turn to whine. Hahahaha.
Today felt rather meaningful to me in school, I did my work. DILIGENTLY. LOL! And I am really feeling sleepy today in school, slept for only like what? 5 hours before school.
After school, I head straight home. Too sleepy...
2 hours and 40 minutes later, I received a sms.. Time to wake up and get ready for gym.. Thanks to you once again, I walked around in circles just to search for you and Yi Jie. -.- NERD! And well, I guess my days as a shy little girl is over, I didn't ran away from Yi Jie. Ahahahahahaha. And he's good, first day of knowing him and he knows I'm lying. It's either that or I suck at making up stories. I told him that I ain't straight, and Isabelle's my girl. LOL! Of course, the story's fake. I'm straight and my significant other is a guy. I saw Faisal at the gym. DAMN SURPRISING!
Dr Bacardi $13 Cr Discount Received $5 Cr Creditor - Clive $8
Dr Debtor - Isabelle $6 Cr Unknown purchases $6
Another thing about today, I felt really pissed with Alfian... Just yesterday during school, we were just fine. And at night? You gave me on our friendship for nothing. And how sincere was that, you gave me up through the old fashioned way, through a SMS! We didn't offend each other, I'm disappointed... How can you just give up on me as a pal for nothing?
You know about my life, but you don't know everything. I'd appreciate if you don't label my life because it ain't perfect and you're not the person to judge. God and I are the only ones who should and have the god damned rights to judge my life. I turned sarcastic on you because you turned your back on me. So be it. Don't self pro claim yourself with certain issues and if you do get into that psychology course that you've been talking about, good luck about that because you're gonna need it. Make sure you have a stable mind to go there because you don't even know what the hell you're talking about. Go ahead burn the letters, delete the pictures, erase the memory. I'd see you later in our lives. And stop talking, more action. T.O.N.A. (talk only, no action) Can't believe I'm saying this but.. Thanks for the memories as a friend and GOOD RIDDANCE! (:
Dear ********,
Did I got 8 * correct? I can't get angry lah, I'd still :) in the end. KNS..
Let me share with you (those who do reads this, does anybody else reads it?) I like what Clive said, and here it goes...
'If you keep it to yourself and if it really expresses how you feel then it'd be alright' I'm beginning to like his theories and talk like him. Shitzzzzzz..
P.S. WOWZERS , DASANI!
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
An apple a day keeps the doctor away.. (:
I hate seeing people cry, and it can just make me think of my own problems. I don't know why, but I still can put a smile on my face (:
'you are sorta crazy, yet controllable.' :D
Almost 10 years ago, I was in a school name East Spring Primary and it still stands today at street 33. I'm finally in touch with the old gang again, and I heard Nadiah's voice after about 1 year later. Haahahaha, hope to see all of you soon..
I wonder how I go through complications in my life sometimes.. :S
Dear youknowwholahor,
A smile for you, :D
P.S. WHAT AM I THINKING NOW?!?!?! FUCK LA!
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Monday, September 13, 2010
Little drummer boys...
WHAT LITTLE DRUMMER BOYS!?!?! My 29 year old cousin is a drummer, my first ever bf is a drummer, and I aspire to be a drummer too, but I've only got basic knowledge of it.
Seems like everybody today isn't in much of a good mood, neither am I. But my life philosophy is, just struggle for a bit, and you'd be just fine. And that's what I'm doing now, I'm struggling at the that struggle part. Anybody wanna help me out? Anybody?
I believe, all students had the Monday Blues today. For the whole 6 and a half hours of school today (starting from 0800, excluding recess time) we had only one rather proper lesson, I think... Maths. -.-
What's next for tomorrow?
After getting home today, I felt terribly sick. I wanted to throw up, but I just can't. I have to go to a doctor's soon... I hate being panic-ky
I can relate to Clive a lot now... Damnnnnnn, he's having a bad time. But somehow it's hilarious.. He got pwned!!!!!!! D: Sorry, dude... YOU DON'T NEED THEM! I CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!!!!! I just copied your emoticon! 8) 8x 8P 8D
To Clive: I hate your theory about waiting, but what happens in between the times when you're waiting.
I like the 'Heather' today... 8)
Nah, not really.
Dear R,
I'm glad that you broke the 'code'. I didn't really expect that you'd do it, but well.. OKAY! Since you get that message, I hope it seriously doesn't happen between us, because I still believe in you and me. I don't really know what I should do next, so please tell me about it. If you don't tell me about it, it's fine. I'm beginning to think likewise. I need some faith to begin with, and I want you to spare me some. Before you know it few days later, you'd be booking in. So what I'm trying to say is, treasure your time. Everything's so damned different now. I really do miss seeing you, and it's highly unpredictable on when I can see your face next, and even when I see your face I doubt I'd know what to do next, so I do hope to dream about you.
THE END
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
Fix You by Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I
Tears stream down your face I promise I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face And I
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Can't we be better 'somebody's for each other?
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HELLOOOOOOO?!?!??!?!!?!!!!?!?!?!!?!??!!?!??!!
Can you hear the sound of my beating heart??!?!?!
My rage is definitely building up bit by bit, day by day. I don't know exactly how long I can take this, I'm getting rather sick. But something is telling me to hold on, because it'd be worthwhile. If you can only look inside my brain, to let yourself see how I think. Then you'd probably realize. Till today, I hope and should I say I pray (when I don't even know how to pray) that you'd come to your senses. Now I'm beginning to think if I'm gone, would it be better?
About less than a year ago, we were at Tampines 1 sitting by the open area, whatever you call it... And you look at our reflections, 'will it last forever'? My question to you now is, are you willing to do whatever it takes to make it forever? Because, I AM!
I still read what you wrote to me last Valentine's, sayangggggggg
P.S. Will tears really stream down your face after I'm really gone? What if one day you wake up, and you find that I've just disappeared?
Sigh..
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
Same shit everyday...
How do I start off again..? Well.. let's see..
Wednesday After my N levels was done, I met up with a friend which I made friends from Del's side, his name is Spiros.. And let's just say when I met him last Wednesday, I managed to do some 'unbelievable stuff'. It's a first in my life that I've done such a thing, and I'm glad that Spiros and I can both except the fact, and let's just wait for another 2 years or so and see if it really does take us to somewhere. It felt so good to thrash it out. And sorry, we thrashed it out at the top of our voices!
Thursday I'm sorry, Clive. I cancelled on you last minute. D: Mom doesn't have gout!! WOOOOOHHOOOOOO!!!! Bloody SGH, make us wait for 90 mins, and the doctor only spoke to us for 10 mins... -.- And as planned, Clive, Isabelle and I went for a drink.. After that, we got a little tipsy and Isabelle could make it to tuition, unbelievable. And after that, I threw up my dinner.. zzz..
Friday I paid my respects to my grandfather, and just that moment a year ago, I can never forget about that. 5 years went so fast.. And later on I went to gym with Kang Lin and Clive tagged along.. But since the gym closed at 5, we only went there for 30 mins. D: I went to 77th street to look for the UK bandana that I wanted to buy, and DAMNNNNNNNNN, sold out.. ):
Clive is getting annoying... He and his theories behind his diagreement to things. But of all his theories, I like his theory about descrbing the anger both males and females have. For the males it would be about who's the alpha male and for the females, it'd be us bitches biting each other :) HE OWES ME A CARE BEAR!
R.I.P. Victims of 9/11.
Dear good ol' whatshisname,
This should be quite simple, Clive advised me on using some codes but well I'd like to keep it simple. Decipher it, will you?
Some clues to make it more obvious.. It should be super easy.. A - 1 B - 2 C - 3
P.S. I HAVE SUSPENDERS, OI!!!
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Saturday, September 4, 2010
Everyday I hope for you to put on a smile no matter where you are, what you're doing. And I hope it'd be that way for the rest of our lives. I put on a smile everytime because of everything that's awaiting. You're sitll as precious as much as always... (:
It BLOWed up at 8:11 AM
Well, it's almost time for the first N level paper. We've attended 3 days of lessons with about at least 2 hours per day and I think I'm ready given with a B4 for my Chinese during prelims. After the paper, I gotta say goodbye to it, but I'm still gonna speak Chinese, use my chopsticks and bowl like a Chinese, read Chinese. And I'm never gonna forget about my grandfather's biography written and where my dialect group is from.
Clive and I contacted each other again not too long ago and I'm glad he's fine with a junior of mine (: He shared his stories/ encounters with me and even taught me 'Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo'. LOL slow at first, but I get it. I don't think anybody, especially your friends should judge you on your love life and then just back off from you because of what you do with the opposite sex. Cliveeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
I always have this rage in me ever since I was in a little girl, and I think it's escalating to a whole new level now that I've been on Earth for 16 years.
I don't really know what I really do want in my life yet, but I'm still on it.
Nothing much happened recently, except for the strong desire to have some things and same old school days accept for the fact it's about to end.
Stop crying your heart out by Oasis
Hold up Hold on Don't be scared You'll never change what's been and gone May your smile (may your smile) Shine on (shine on) Don't be scared (don't be scared) Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cause all of the stars Are fadin' away Just try not to worry You'll see them some day Just take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up) Come on (come on) Why're you scared (I'm not scared) You'll never change what's been and gone
'Cause all of the stars Are fadin' away Just try not to worry You'll see them some day Just take what what you need And be on your way And stop crying stop your heart out
We're all of us stars We're fadin' away Just try not to worry You'll see us some day Just take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out
Thanks Faisal for introducing Oasis to Alfian, and thanks Alfian for sharing this song with me just when I need one the most. :D
P.S. You're all that I can think about all day and for what I volunteered on your shoes, it's a blessing to do that.
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Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Something bad happened to me today. I don't know if it's really me or you, but you'd always be the one I know. For what I said yesterday outside that clinic, I'm sorry.
My name is Heather.
Here are some things to share with you;
I admire Will Champion
I adore Tre Cool
I salute Sid Vicious
And I love RASRIMIN! WEEEEEE!! :DDD
Everybody has dreams, including me. I'd like to be a multi-instrumentalist person.
I have dirty little secrets that I'm proud of, because it made for who I am today.
I am not normal, I can be manly and a girly girl whenever I want to. But most of the time, I'm just me. (:
I'm the sweetest bitch you'd ever meet. :D
